Deciding to leave

'Thinking about that letter makes me more embarrassed than swimming with many weird old men.'

"Are you still there, Fen?"

"Yes. Speak on, Mei."

"I'm saying that you shouldn't feel terrible about your decisions. You're chasing a goal that you admire."

Toa Fen relaxed her back on her headboard as she stretched her long legs with a frown. 'I've sincerely reduced myself to nothing. Why must this Guang Fang be a high-demand boy? Is he a model? And so what if he is—can't I acquire him?' The entire idea irked Toa Fen, but she endured.

…..

"My benefactor, how do you see the materials we got for you?"

"I can see that you guys carefully selected them. They're rich and full. I will take my time accessing them." 'Lin Yun is becoming more loyal; I wonder if he has a request.'

After I finished my call, I went to the bathroom (after I'd locked my entire room): 'It's time to get something done.'