Chapter 30

Shame. It was all I felt. I loved Sage. I did but it suddenly wasn't enough. He wasn't enough. It pained me to think such but it was all I could think about years ago until I told Cecilia. Cecilia and I had been friends since we were kids, she was the only one I could tell.

Sage tried his best and I loved him. I still do. When we were young, he said he wanted kids. He would smile so hard whenever he talked about the family we didn't have and when he asked me what I thought about it, I would play along because I loved to see him happy. I didn't want kids. I never did but love made you do crazy things.

Cecilia had suggested tubal litigation and it seemed like the best option. I had to tell him I got into an accident so that he didn't ask about the scar. It became easier over the years especially with my best friend rooting for my happiness.