regration

reagration is started from my side.....I can't help

now what to do....???

then I am getting serious ..... and when I am getting serious he's getting more insincere..

then I decided to end everything but u know after some u start regrating that uhh ended from your side ....may be there is chance or simply uhh get a habit to be with that person ,share your views, memories they all became a blunder and started pushing uhhh that's the gut feeling and from other side it's like being saphosticated sympathetic and pretended to be victim off feeling...!!!!!

yaa at the end after all that u have to come back and there the game start of forgetting yourself and becoming someone else Just becoz of some senseless stupid person.... !!!!!!

u know what I am loosing myself day by day and becoming someone else .. ..... and he's becoming more lazy just becoz u have given him another chance and u know what ,now there come the long list of excuses but you can't go back easily because you already started that path and this is your own decision and you have to take responsibility for both of them haaa!! how's that's fare and then the mixture of anression, depression, possessiveness comes and from your side only he became more and more free with Time ... like he's done here but don't say anything clearly .....that emotional drama suckss....