broken

yes I am broken!!

u know what I __I smile a lot ,I pretend that I am happy but sometimes I break down and unable to recover """"""""""" yaaa that's me !!!

but I am not alwayz like that .....

five year's before----- ; I am also a little happy girl , who lives for life want to experience new things having a peaceful mind .....

yaa!! this time exists , not like now when I am struggling to survive , fighting from myself in order to stay stand and won't fall back!!!!! everyday.....

life.... u know what if I asked uhh what is life. ...do uhh have a answer .....maybe everyone have their own answers and stories but uhh know what when uhh broke from inside it's really really hard to get up and recover ... .. well I am not a depressed person I am in my fulsenses.....but this is the reality that everyone one has to face ones in their lifetime..... people hesitate to share their story and become paralized from inside they think that people will laugh on them or think that it's the same as heartbreak which usually people gets.....but nooo some heart break, broke a person which would affect their childhood their innocence

it's really like a great sin! why anyone don't understand this like it is so hard to understand is't it??