#Chapter49
---Drowning
Nala POV
It's been two weeks since we started college, it's been pure hell. I can't tell my mates that I hate it. I hardly talk to anyone, even jenny been distant lately she hardly talks to me anymore.
She missed a full week of college , i don't even know why, she wouldn't tell me and i didn't push her.
I don't know what's wrong with my friend but somehow she's as miserable as me.
My mates are trying to talk to me, but I don't wanna talk, I'm sleeping alone most nights. Well I hardly sleep I lay down at night and stare at the ceiling.
I'm still not eating, i don't feel like eating food, Jace keeps trying to feed me but i refuse everything.
Christian tried going all alpha on me so i would talk or eat but i only break down to tears.
Stefan said my physical check-up showed that nothing is wrong with me , well shocker cause i feel like death.