The reality of having to do anything

After realizing that I was to get married to the childhood crush and the love of my life, I was on cloud nine.

But our mothers were in such a hurry to get us married, they didn't even listened to us for taking some time to know eachothers. They were like, we have the entire life to know eachothers !

They were very determined to get us married soon, they started to look for the perfect venue and meanwhile they decided to at least get done with the shopping.

And we went for the same where, a girl named Rachel who is exactly how related to Arthur even he doesn't know; made me buy a stupid glittering dress for my wedding !

I wanted to oppose her but then, his mom took her side and I couldn't say anything.

He didn't understood my feelings and didn't opposed them. I couldn't outright oppose his mother but he could and what he did ? He stayed quite !

I don't blame him for not taking my side as, we aren't that close to understand eachothers feelings yet. And that's exactly why I wanted to know him before we get married !

I unwillingly selected the dress they all made me and we left. I was not in the mood for even saying a word and so, I was quite.

I doubt he even noticed that, I haven't said a single word after the shopping and I couldn't stop talking before the shit happened.

Let it be. I must give him some time to understand me.

I can't expect him to understand me after meeting thrice in our life and that too, in the present of schoolmates and now our parents !

Mama told him to drop me home and stay with me until she returns. I got her plan. She wanted us to spend some time alone together !

We left and I was still not in the mood of talking. He asked me if, I wanted ice-cream. What in the world is he asking ? I would never say no to ice-cream !

He went and brought chocolate flavor, my favorite. We then started talking silly things and before I knew, I confessed to him that I liked him in school !

How stupid of me !

But surprisingly, he confessed his liking for me as well and we shared a very beautiful and passionate kiss.

My first ever kiss !

It was very beautiful and sweet and arousing as well ! If it wasn't for the car honking, I don't know what we had done !

We reached home and he grabbed my hand before I got out.

" You should have chose the gown you liked not that which Rachel liked. You are the one to wear it not her ! "

He said softly.

" But everyone wanted me to select the complete white one ! "

I said sadly.

" Yeah right. You did the right thing ! "

He said.

What ? I did the right thing ? How could he say that ? Can't he see that, I am not happy with that stupid kindergarten dress !

If he can say that, I should have chose what I wanted, couldn't he say that when, we actually bought it ?

Why was he quiet then ? He just got on my nerves. I didn't responded well and got off the car and didn't even wished him bye and went inside.

God, is he this insensitive ? Is he gonna act like this his entire life ? Please god, I have waited for him my entire life, please don't let him disappoint me and regret me not looking for someone else !

A few days passed after that incident. I couldn't just take that kiss out of my mind. I was constantly thinking of our kiss that night.

We haven't talked about it yet. I am shy of talking about it and I don't have any idea how is he feeling at all ! We barely talked after it.

Coach called and told that, me and Ace have got our first mission. We reported to coach and he explained it to us.

" There's a drug mafia Daniel who have turned into a politician. Now the white collared criminal is turning towards human trafficking. Especially, women !

He stays away from direct contact with the smugglers and let his PA, Marcus handle it. Marcus have many sources that are in direct contact with the smugglers.

So, in short the daddy of the smugglers is Daniel; just he controls the situation through his sources !

There's an information about him planning to smuggle a few hundred of women to Arab countries.

And your mission is to stop this from happening ! There's no proof against either Daniel or even Marcus so, the forces can't involve.

I have prepared an outline of the work, but in the end it's all upto the situation and how he reacts to our plan.

It isn't any exam that, we will prepare for the probable questions and only they will be asked and we can answer them and top the university !

It all depends on how much he falls for our trap; or worse he make us fall for his; pretending he is falling for ours !

So as per the information, he is a very bad and loose character of a guy. He loves wine and women.

So, Shadow you will take up the role as a sex worker and Ace you will be her pimp ! Shadow, you have to not only seduce him, but you have to make him fall for you.

Ace, you will have to make him believe that, you two are really are the sex worker and the pimp and then, make him trust you that you have so many girls and the other pimps are your competitors.

A few months ago few Arabs visited you and they were very happy with the girls you provided. Now they are demanding the girls, but they are asking for them to be sent to them permanently as they can't visit here regularly.

You don't have enough money to send 30 girls to Arab and you are worried that the other pimps will get the chance and he will be left behind.

And as, he is liking Shadow so much, he thinks that Daniel might help him out.

But you can't directly go to Daniel. You have to reach to the sources of the sources of Marcus and he will lead you to him.

If you approached Daniel directly, everyone will get suscpecious and our plan will be doomed and so would you two ! So, be careful. "

Coach told us.

I never had a single boyfriend in my life and he wants me to act as a Whore? How in the hell will I know how to act like a whore ?

" But sir, I... don't... "

I couldn't speak out loud the words I said in my mind. But thankfully, he understood what was I trying to say.

" Don't worry, Shadow. Our helpers are everywhere. They will help to know how the sex worker and a pimp acts.

And they will also train you for their behavior and language. If you have any problem you can contact them for help. "

Coach said.

" Ok. "

We said and they introduced us to our helpers.

There was a man and a woman who were gonna teach us about the behavior of the sex worker and the pimp.

They started training us. She started with making me comfortable in the almost naked clothes; as it is the most important thing for them to attract the customers !

It was weird for few days and then, whenever I felt like giving up; coach's words echoed in my mind that, during the missions we will undergo unimaginable things and then, I thought of it as that unimaginable things.

That made me go on. Most frustrating thing was I wasn't allowed to share it with anyone. Not my mama, not my friends and most importantly Arthur !

What would he think of me if, he came to know I was practicing how to act like a whore ?

I know he haven't acted as if, he actually cared for me yet. But he is my love. I have got him after a very long time.

Though, I haven't acted or done anything in particular to win him over or get him; but I can't loose him now that I have got him.

I didn't had the courage to talk to him after starting to learn for the mission as I felt guilty though, I wasn't going to sleep with anyone in the name of the mission; but you never know the person against whom you are working !

I swear if, anything wrong happens with me in the mission, I am straight away gonna tell mom that, I was raped and if he feels disgusted with me, I don't have any problem if, wants to call off the wedding !

My new coach was training me how to act and dress slutty and my coach asked me to get a mask that will hide my original face so that, no body would recognize me later.

I have a friend in cosmetic studies, I asked her to make a mask for me just for fun. She took all my facial measurements and is preparing it for me.

The relief was, my mama wasn't getting her dream venue and so our wedding date wasn't close.

I have my reason not to call Arthur but even he didn't called me !

Have he lost interest in me already ? Then if, I told him that I was raped, he won't even think for a second before calling the wedding off ! I am so scared now.