However, if she did not abort it… she would be repulsed by the idea that the children were Finn's.
She had made all the preparations to break up with Finn and wanted nothing to do with Finn because of the children. She was even afraid of him being involved in her life again.
On the night she left South Hampton City, she argued with Finn because she was venting her anger on him after knowing she got pregnant. She no longer wanted to be with Finn because of some reason that the outside world could not accept. However, she had had enough of all these years and wanted to keep her distance from him.
However, if she really gave birth to the children, she was not sure if she would still accept Finn because of the children.
In fact, she could take care of them alone, but would Finn let her take care of the children by herself? Would her parents allow it?
Monica had a lot on her mind, and she was about to break down just from thinking about it.