Chapter 9

Dear Diary,

Something awful is going to happen today.

I don't know why I wrote that. It's crazy. There is no reason for me to be upset and every reason for me to be happy, but...

But here I am at 5:30 in the morning, awake and scared. I keep telling myself it's just all in my head since I have the book Supernaturals, but that doesn't explain why I feel so scared. so lost.

Three days ago, after Chase left my place, I opened the book, and I could feel the power that came through me.

I know. That sounds crazy.

But it did, and all of a sudden, I started craving blood.

I was too tired yesterday to go to orientation.

Denise picked up my schedule for me, but I didn't feel like talking to her on the phone or talking to anyone else.

I've got to see the crowd today, though. We are supposed to meet at the field today.

Is that why I'm scared? Am I frightened of them?