?needed? (Soft mihawk)

I don't speak Spanish, I used Google translate for this. I'm sorry if its not right, I tried my best.

It's not like I was invited to stay here. I was shipwrecked on this island, the only survivor of my crew. After fighting my way through monkeys, I got to the castle. I didn't know it was mihawks home, nor did I expect him to bring me to a bathroom, put fresh clothes out for me, or to tell me that that bathroom and the room connected to it would be my own. I wasn't allowed to go outside due to barely making it past the monkeys the first time. I thought he wanted me to stay because he liked my company or something.

After a few months of it just being me and him, I found myself falling in love with the cold man. I wanted him, I needed him. So one day when he was in his throne like chair reading I climbed on his lap. He glanced at me before going back to reading, he didn't say anything. When I moved his book and started to kiss his neck, he didn't say anything. When I looked into his eyes and grinded my hips on his, he didn't say anything. When I got on my knees and started to suck him, he didn't say anything. When I slid him into me and started to ride him, he didn't say anything. He didn't touch me, he just watched me. He didn't make a sound, he didn't move his body, he didn't kiss me back. He didn't tell me to keep going, but he didn't tell me to stop. He would have made me stop if he didn't want me too right? He would have told me not to bother with doing it more times with him after that if he didn't want it right?

That's what I thought when it was just me and him. A few months ago this girl named Perona came here, then a guy named zoro not long after.

He didn't tell them to leave, but he didn't tell them to stay... just like when I came. He let them do whatever... just like me. It made me wonder if I ever really had a place in his heart at all. I would tell him I loved him, he wouldn't say it back, just hum or say good. Sometimes he would say likewise or nothing at all. He wouldn't hug me, he wouldn't kiss me. It always was me coming to him for sex and him just letting me do whatever. Would he let anyone just do that. The longer that the girl and guy stayed the more that I thought about it. I don't want to be a nuisance to him like they are. I don't want to leave him, but I can't just be here knowing that he just let's me do that cuz I want too. That he doesn't need me like I need him. When I started to feel like that I asked him if I could have a sword I found. He said yes cuz he didn't recognize it so it wasn't important to him. Seems fitting that I would have it right. I trained a little more with it. Now I feel ready, well I don't feel ready but I can hold my own better now. So Its time for me to stop Being one of his problems. He was reading in the living space with zoro and Perona in the space as well doing... Whatever. I had a bag with a few clothing items in it and the sword at my side as I made my way to the door.

"Where are you going" he asked when I made it halfway across the room.

"I haven't decided yet" even with already making the decision, my feet were heavy.

"'Hmmmm... when will you be back" I made it to the door now and had my hand on the elegant knob.

"I won't be…" it was almost a whisper as I forced that out. I heard his book close and could feel his eyes on me. The room was unbearably quiet, zoro and perona not daring to make a sound as they looked back and forth from me to mihawk. I didn't dare to move from my spot or even open the door.

"What...." I didn't expect him so ask that, or even say it so quietly. The tone was like if you were shocked that someone struck you. It was enough to make my eyes burn.

"I won't be coming back mihawk" I could hear the slight strain in my voice.

"Come on zoro, I need to show you something" Perona spoke as zoro grumbled about wanting it not to be more of her stuffed animal… things. Once the click clack of their boots were out of ear shot he started to speak.

"Why do you want to leave, have you grown tired of my presence" I took a deep breath to control myself. I didn't expect to have this conversation, I just expected him to let me go and not care.

"No I haven't, I don't think I ever could..... I can't stay here anymore.... not when you don't need me like I need you"

"Why do you say that" I tilted my head forward so my hair would hid my face as tears started to run down my face.

"You don't kiss me back when I kiss you.... you don't hold me when I just want to be in your arms….. -you don't t-touch m-me when I try to make love to you.... d-do you even c-care, d-do I even matter to y-you, d-do y-you-even I-lo-ve me-e... i-im hopelessly in love with you mihawk, I can't be here knowing you're not" I could hear him walk over to me as I silently fought back tears.

"Of course I do, would I let you be here if I didn't" my sobs caught in my throat.

"You let Perona stay and she is a bother to you" he was even closer to me now, almost next to me.

"I don't do things with her that I do with you"

"Would you... if she came to you... would you let here do a she pleased with you"

"I would push her away and tell her to leave. She does what I tell her to do so I see no reason to make her leave. You don't need to earn a reason to stay, you existing and being with me is enough" he was right behind me now. I could feel the heat from his body, though he was not touching me.

"Do you love me"

"Yes, I wouldn't let you fuck me if I didn't"

"Then say it. Tell me you love me mihawk, tell me you need me. Tell m-"

"I love you y/n, I have since I opened my door and saw you drenched in sea water covered in wounds. I need you like a rose needs rain." He cut me off whispering in that husky voice, breath fanning my neck as he spoke. His arms were wrapped around my waist, not pulling me into him, but him pushing himself into me. He moved my hair to the other side of my neck.

"Te ves impresionantemente hermosa - You look breathtakingly beautiful-. This dress shows just how much of a goddess you are" he gave me feather light kisses on my neck. His touch was feather light but electrifying. His words with his touch was making me lightly shake as tears of longing joy ran down my face. My breaths were coming in pants as I tried to stay composed.

"Lo siento mi querido narciso -l'm sorry my darling daffodil-, I have not been an exceptional lover to you. I'm fearful if I touch you, I might harm you…. I couldn't live if I tarnished your elegance" I sucked in a breath as I tried to contain my breathy sobs. My head tilted back and to the side to give him more room. His voice and choice of words were sending shivers down my spine and making my legs weak, they were just words.

"Mi querida -My darling-, ill be better for you" his hands and lips started to trail down my back. My black dress had a open back with a sharp v that ended right above my crack.

"Mi reina perfecta -My perfect queen-, I'll shower every inch of your body with my love. I won't hold it in anymore, para ti mi flor atrevida -for you my daring flower." my body was trembling from his touch and words. I was leaning on the door now as breathy gasps escaped my mouth with every touch of his lips on my burning skin. His hands pushed my dress off my shoulders making it drop to the floor and pool at my feet. My nipples hardened as they made contact with the cold steal door. I was left trembling in nothing but my panties, my bag long forgotten as well as any thought of leaving. He turned me around gently and cupped my face to look him in the eyes. Through clouded and teary eyes I saw his soft face gazing at me with admiration. His eyes though still sharp held so many emotions. I couldn't help the whimper that left me as I felt everything that I have been craving from him all at once.

"I love you, I will take the rest of this day showing you just how much, Mi querida -my darling-, ill make up for all I have been lacking, y hacerte sentir como la diosa siempre has sido mi querida -and make you feel like the goddess you have always been my dear-" he slowly got closer and closer to my face as he spoke. He connected our lips in a kiss so passionate my legs finally buckled under me, but he was quick to wrap an arm around my waist and pull me flush against his body, his other fist collided with the door above me. I let a longing whine into his mouth as I started to cry from his love filling my body. Our tongues elegantly danced as I clutched his shirt for dear life.

"Querida me quitas el aliento -Darling you take my breath away-" he mumbled against my lips as he lifted me in his arms bridal style. As I layed my head on his chest I could hear the soft thump of his heart, it was beating a little faster. I smiled, happy knowing that I did have an effect on him. He brought me to his room, I haven't been in here before. I thought It was strange that he didn't want me next to him at night but I figured that was what he was used too.

"I want you in here with me now, mi amor -my love-, I've longed to hold you in my arms as I drift to slumber" he gently placed me on his 4 poster king bed. There were black slightly see though drapes hanging from the posters to help block the sun a little more. He layed his body on mine as he connected our lips again making me whine. He gently stroked my faced with his hand as the other held him up a little. I moved my hands from his shirt to his bear chest to bring them around him and pull him down on me harder. My arms still under his shirt making it so my hard nipples pressed against his toned chest making him growl in my mouth sending a shiver down my spine.

"Me tientas mi amor -You temp me my love-" he leaned away from me to gaze at my form. I took my one hand and cupped his face as I looked into his eyes. I rubbed my thumb on his cheek and when his eyes looked back to my own I spoke.

"Por favor no dejes de amarme mihawk-Please don't stop loving me mihawk-" he looked at me for a moment and took my hand that was on his chest and intertwined his figures with mine as he pinned it next to my head. A large, heart melting, bright smile formed on his face.

"You learned for me" it was more of a statement then a question but I answered anyway.

"Yes" he took my other hand from his face and kissed the inside of my wrist as he continued to look in my eyes.

"How sweet" he started to kiss down my arm making me shiver with his feather light touch. He closed his eyes when he got to my shoulder and he continued down to my boob. He gently licked my nipple making my body shiver and twitch, my teeth chattering every now and then as whimpers left me. When he got to my belly he let go of my hand and traced it down my curves with the same feather light touch making me cry out.

"Mihawk" he chuckled as he started to caress and rub my thighs making my back arch as a cry escaped me when his fingers met my womanhood.

"You're going to leave a stain already dear, and I only just touched your flower" he kissed the inside of my thighs making me twitch and whine before he kissed the skin close to my pussy lips making me gasp.

"Hueles deliciosa querida -You smell delicious darling-" he mumbled before he gently licked my clit making me want to clench my legs around his head with a gasp, however he pushed them further open.

"He estado esperando demasiado por esto -I've been waiting too long for this-" his facial hair tickled my skin as his lips met my lower ones as he rolled his tongue in my dripping heat making me cry for him. He would roll his head as he would nibble on my folds.

"Perfecta -perfect-" he said as he drug his tongue from between my folds up to my clit with a flick.

"Tan suculenta -So succulent-" he mumbled against my clit making me shake from the vibrations it sent though me. My arm covered my eyes as my other hand clenched the sheets as I whined rolling my hips. He kissed my clit and pulled away to sit on his heals. I peaked my eyes at him from under my arm to see him watching me as he unbuttoned the few buttons that he had done on his shirt. He poked his tongue out to run it over his lips to clean my juices off. He slowly pulled his shirt down his arms to toss it off the bed. His cross gently gleaming in the small bit of light showing past the drapes on the bed highlighted his body beautifully. He unbuckled his belt and slid his pants and boxers off slowly to join his shirt on the floor. He positioned his body above me as he came face to face with me. His hand ran down my thigh to pull it around his body as his other hand moved my arm off my face.

"Don't hide from me darling" he tilted my head to kiss my neck as I felt the tip of his member lightly brush my lower lips making my muscles clench.

"Ah-ha-ha-ha" I couldn't control the panted whines that left my lips as my hips tried to connect with his.

"So vocal darling" he pulled my chin back down and connected our lips in a soft kiss. Holding his weight on his forearms next to my head made it so the cold metal of his cross cooled my burning skin sending goosebumps throughout my body. My one hand got lost in his hair as my other traced around his torso gliding to his back. One quick thrust and his hip met mine as he fully sheathed himself in my heat making me moan loudly in his mouth and dig my nails into his flesh. He growled as the kiss got hotter as he dominated my mouth. He slowly pulled out till the tip of him was grazing my lips before his slammed back in hard and deep rolling his hips before pulling out and doing it again. As much as I wanted to continue kissing him, I needed air much more.

"Oh God mihawk" I moaned as I rolled my head and eyes in bliss. He took that time to kiss and nibble on my neck making me whine as my nails dug into him more.

"You take me so well love" he huskly whispered in my ear before grazing his teeth on my lob making me twitch and squirm underneath him.

"Please mihawk *whimper* you won't break me" he kissed my jaw as he traded his slow thrusts for ones much faster, not nearly going out as far but still hitting just as deep.

"Dios tan jodidamente apretado -God so fucking tight-" his hand cupped behind my head as his other ran down my other thigh to wrap it around him. He now had my legs locked around his waist hitting deeper in me making me cry in bliss as my body shook.

"more, please, mihawk, god" he paused for a moment as he then went on his knees. His arm wrapped around my waist and he pulled me up in the air to now straddle him as best as I could with my legs locked around him still. His hand grabbing my ass cheek to then start moving me up and down on him with his thrusts hitting even deeper in me. My back arched as I let out a throaty moan.

"Maldito infierno -fucking hell-" he grunted as he started to go faster. Thinking about how strong he had to be to be able to hold me like this and move as fast as he was was making me so much wetter.

"Mihawk, mihawk, MIHAWK, MIHAWK, IM- IM, FUCK, MIHAWK" the damn was about to give. My muscles were clenching and I really had to fight to lean my forehead against his. Once I touched mine to his he opened his eyes to gaze into mine, that was it. The clouded passion in his eyes with his face coated in sweat with a labored expression was enough for me to rake my nails down his neck and shoulders as a mind-numbing orgasm hit me that left me whimpering. He closed his eyes and threw his head back.

"Maldito infierno -Fucking hell-" he pushed me back down on my back, unlocked my legs, put them on his shoulders, and pushed as close to me as he could get. All while pounding into me fast, hard, and oh so, so deep. My arms left him and started to travel around the bed looking for something to grab onto. My lungs burned with how hard it was getting to breath with him dragging out my orgasam.

"Oh God, don't stop mihawk, don't stop, oh god" I wheezed out as he seemed to slam into me hard but going slower as his face started to contort.

"Joder, voy a, joder, joder joder *grow* querido Dios joder -Fuck, I'm gonna, fuck, fuck fuck *growl* dear God fuck-" I could see his muscles clench and ripple as he started to go slower but deeper and harder making my legs shake as I was sent into another climate as I felt his seed fill me. The veins in his neck popped out as he clenched his eyes closed with gritted teeth. Once his muscles started to relax and he stopped twitching he pulled out of me and seemed to elegantly collapse on me, resting his head over my heart.

"Thats how you make love" he said after he caught his breath.

"If you treat me like your treasure like that, I wont feel like I have to leave" I mumbled with a soft chuckle as I closed my eyes to drift to sleep. I felt the bed shift and figured he was just getting more comfortable.

"Good, but darling" he gave my neck an open mouth kiss making me groan and twitch away from him due to how sensitive my body still was.

"I'm not done with you yet" he growled in my ear and when I opened my eyes to look at him he was looking at me like a hungry beast would its prey making a chill go down my spine.