Chapter 132 A chance at Happiness

    I pulled my room door opened and went inside closing the door. I went straight to my bathroom room and began to ran a bath. 

    What could have gone wrong?,this minute I was ready to do anything to please Ben but next minute I felt disgusted at myself. I examined myself and I realized that I am not angry at Ben but myself.

    Why, is what I can not tell. My tears pricked my eyes and I let it flow but then why am I crying. Did I do something against my inner witch and I did not know or could it be that I made out with Ben and she is not in support of it but she could have let me know that when the process began but no,she kept mute.

    How I am supposed to know what I have done or who I have offended. Why would I be treated this way,can't I have a chance at happiness?.

    If it's because I want accept Ben with my whole heart not because he is my mate but because I want to experience love in another dimension, then Nature should not blame me for my actions because I have tried so much and I know no one will endure two centuries without a mate.

     I took my fate in good faith and I decided to wait for destiny to find me but since destiny is taking too long in finding me,I have decided to choose my own destiny. What  then is their problem,why are they bent on making me miserable for the rest of my damned life huh?.

    My bath was ready and dived in,maybe I will feel better when I am done taking a bath..

    I felt so guilty the way I left Ben. The look of hurt I saw in his eyes when he tried playing with my hair and I dodged it pricked my heart.

   "I am sorry Ben. I, myself did not know what's going on with me. I care about you but if it seems my actions will continue to hurt you maybe it's best to have NO US. I can't afford to be the reasons you are saddened."

  I sniffed and wipe the tears that cease to stop.

Ben's point of view......

   I was surprised at Nora's attitude,I don't know if I had done anything against her will. All I have done she was pleased with them and she acted according to her will, could it be that I did something and I was not aware of it?.

    I was so hurt,she should at least relent what I did without walking out the way she did.

    I picked my briefs and put it on and went in search of her to know what's wrong.

    I found her room and knocked but she did not answer,I got worried and pushed the door open and walked inside. She was not inside and I wondered where she could be.

   "Maybe she is in the bathroom"

I thought and walked towards the door I presumed is the bathroom door and knock but know answer. I opened it and she was sobering inside the bathtub and I became alarmed. This is serious.

    I walked in and squatted beside the bathtub. I raised her face and stared at her.

   "What went wrong Angel?"

I asked softly and she broke down with her tears streaming down her face. I was confused, what could be the reason behind her crying furiously?.

  "Can you talk to me,you are making me feel bad"

I pleaded with her,she opened her mouth to talk but closed it back. 

   "You can talk to me,I can understand. If I have done anything wrong,tell me and I will apologise, please"

    I begged once more. It's saddened me to see her in this type of condition. She is indirectly hurting me.

   "I am sorry Ben"

She said.

"Why"

I asked and she sniffed, wiping her tears away.

    "You did nothing wrong and there is no need to apologise to me,I should be the one apologising to you for giving you a false hope"

She said and fears of the unknown began to creep in.

   "Why?"