Lost Memories

"I'm falling …I'm going to die…"

Everything was in slow motion as I put my hands up mid-air.

"I'm going to die …no I don't want to die not before I kill him… I don't want to"

His black hoodie was covering his eyes and His smile was the last thing I saw before everything went black.

*sound of siren*

The sound of the ambulance made my eyes lightly open, there was a girl next to me and people dressed in white.

"We're going to lose him hurry!" someone said as everything went black again.

"Noah wake up…please Noah you can't go like this..."

I opened my eyes lightly; a woman was sitting next to my bed holding her face in her palms.

She looked my way and noticed my eyes open.

"NOAH! YOU'RE AWAKE!" She screamed excitedly as she hugged me.

"who- who are you? Who's Noah…?" I said looking at her.

She looked at me confused.

"You're Noah. Don't you remember me?" she said coming closer.

" I don't know what you're saying"

Just then the sound of footsteps filled up the room.

2 guys wearing white coats, entered the room.

"Is the patient awake?"

I looked at the guys confused.

"what's going on do I know you all?"

"you're in a hospital, Noah." One of the guys replied. "Can we talk to you for a second Alissa?"

The girl nodded as she got up and went outside with the guys

"Noah…ugh my head hurts what is going on."

After a while, the girl came back.

"umm Noah, It makes complete sense that you don't remember me umm"

She looked as if she was trying to avoid my eyes.

"Let's go home," she said not making eye contact with me.

We got out of the hospital and sat in a car that was supposed to be Alissa's.

"uh, Noah?" Alissa said while driving "you were in a car accident 2 days ago and just got up"

"yeah, the doctors told me that" I replied tapping my leg.

"Do you not remember who I am, moreover who you are..?"

"I don't remember…"

"ah well umm let me introduce you to myself first!" she said her voice cheering up a little.

"My name's Alissa, I am 4 years older than you and I am Your best friend! Well apparently, I think I am at least haha"

Alissa's personality was very goofy, she was frank with me as if we were close.

"Where's my family?" I asked her.

"uh well about them… They are actually...umm dead? They died in a…Car crash when you were just 2" she replied looking confused.

"Where do I live then?".

"oh Noah my little baby, you live with me, and don't worry I live alone"

(I live with her…?)

"uh, Alissa?"

"yeah?"

"Are we both sleeping with each other?" I asked her in a serious tone.

Alissa jumped from her seat as I said that.

"wha…what uhh" she looked at me and sighed " ah yes the bluntness you got, no Noah we are not sleeping with each other we are not like that"

"Hmm," I said looking down "alright"

Alissa talked to me the whole way telling me about her and my life.

"uhh, Alissa?"

"And then he- ah sorry yes?"

" Are you like sure we both aren't sleeping with each other?"

"NOAH NO!!" she said blushing hard again.

"mhmm"

we reached "home" apparently but sadly enough I couldn't recognize that place at all.

"Noah your room's here," Alissa said pointing at a room. "you should get some rest," Alissa said smiling at me brightly.

I stared at her.

"what? Are you not gonna say anything in return? Like a goodnight maybe?" she said staring back.

"Are you like 100% sure-"

"OH FOR FUCKS SAKE NO!!" she said as she closed the door blushing.

I lay down on my bed when I saw a pair of black leather gloves on the side of my bed.

I took the gloves and stared at them.

"I don't feel good here"

2 years went by since this accident.

I still didn't recover from my memory loss but I did get used to my life with Alissa.

Her personality was really goofy and sometimes annoying, but I got used to it and enjoyed my time with her.

Her friends used to visit our house every week, and they used to love me for my …girly face? well, I think I'm quite manly I don't know what's wrong with them.

One day when I came back home from the grocery shop, Alissa's friends were there, but Alissa wasn't.

"Noah! We were waiting for you!!" one of the girls said looking at me.

(Shit, not this again.)

"Come sit down we brought something for you"

(I know where this is going, I have to run.)

"uhh look I'm not going to do this again-" I said as I tried to turn around and make a run for it but the girls ran before me and caught me.

"UGH LEAVE ME I DON'T WANNA DO THIS AGAIN!" I said as they dragged me in with them.

"c'mon it's not like it's the first time!!!" the second girl said.

It's impossible they're going to do what they want to do anyway.

I sighed as I was dragged.