Heartbreak #1

My first day in middle school! It was so exciting! A bigger school, more freedom! It was another way to met new people. Ofcourse j would be a shy type. I would have so many awkward conversations. (because I might be the only one on this one but when I talk to someone new I have this feeling, a feeling whether I'm comfortable with them or not. If I don't get comfy then I just wing it and ask a bunch of questions that are really out of the blue. but if I get comfy I do talk a lot and do some werid acts or maybe I'll go into a deep conversation with you, it just depends) But everything changed when I saw you. I remember you came through those doors so swiftly, it seemed like your foot had never hit the ground, there was no sound. Your eyes then met mine.... Did you feel it too? that connection, was it real?

Well I wanted it to be.....

5th period, I saw you walk by until you came into the same room as me. The way your hair moved, it seemed so wild only your hands would've tammed it. The room turned a tad slower. I could hear music or it just my heartbeat playing a sweet melody filling the room if not my ears with thumps going slower.... and then louder all at once. You were the first person to make my heart skip slow and fast at the same time with no words but just by me looking at you said it all. The air became more dense, I felt that if i took a breathe that would be the last one i took.

The tardy bell rings, and I snap back into reality. Everything and everyone was moving at a normal pace. The air went back to it's normal humidity, I was able to catch my breathe once again. But then lost it when the teacher moved your seat next to mine. I was shaking, I was nervous. So many questions went through my head. If I should talk to you first, or say something that was nice you know a first impression... but no at that point I was nervous.