thoughs of her
i still can remember. that crying face of her for which i fall. ha ha
i was in thoughts when suddenly he say we are friends. no we never can be friends after that event happen in past. how could he take it lightly! i was already mad by words and this boy just bring my anger put. i yell loudly. in my angry deep voice taking attention of room. and saw everyone staring at me. i want to clam down myself. suddenly her melodious voice take my attention and i remember she can clam me she can cure me(i need her right now!)
(wait dude she is not your medicine🤔)
she: what the hell happen now!
he: nothing! and YOU come with me!(i said while getting close to her grabbing her soft and warm hand nd leave the room. i pin her to the wall i cant control myself more i quickly smash our lips
i was angry and mad even thought a bit of sadnes inside me i was'nt able yo control myself as i start kiss roughly and as i thought its making me lost world around me. what a pleasure is her lips just like drugs making addicted to her um..damn.....am i curing or getting sick for her? damn...um...ahum...is this really her lips, i want to continue this more but her this strong natural scent attracting me calling me i followed scent towards crock of her neck and sniff deeply and it hold my mind i close my eyes want to sniff more i grad her caller and start sniffing more.
my lips again trumbling just want to fill her lips badly i attach our lips again(i realise i was more thirsty for her then before what magic she done on me. what spell she chant on me without even saying) suddenly she start pushing me(even thought her hands are on my chest giving me sensetion and pleasuring me but she is trying to push me this reality never let me focus on claming and curing myself. (stubborn! stubborn! stubborn! girl let me show you my bit of power and you will regrate your stubborn nature towards me) as she start pushing i locked her hands and as she move or struggle i increase my grip on her more and more! but she tried herself until she is completely unable to move. i know she will try to use her small pretty legs to kick me (as long i get to know her i lurn this girl dont giveup and she know how to defend herself and attack on somone. she is tough to handle)
she was about to move legs but i leave my waight on her pushing her more towards wall. um..i thought my beast clam down but jerk inside me is awake who want her badly! but i can control myself when it comes to her i was about lose my grips but suddenly she push me side and scrach my hand (i dont want this type of wound on my hand i really like or love this type of wounds on my back or chest more.
her voice again snap me back in reality all around us getting clear slowly my eyes followed her gaze she is angry!
she: damn bish what was that for! what the hell your doing! and why for?
me: dont ever dare to reject me!
she: oh so your threatening me. what will you do if i reject you cause i will reject you again and again! (yes i do get angry and her words are enough to make me mad) your this stubborness make me set free my jerk over you. agh..) i pushed her towards wall traping her locking between my arms and leave body waight so she will be unable to move. umm..her scent attract me towards her i start sniffing her neck while i wisper in deep voice just want to see her shivering and scared between my arms
me:( wisper near to neck) it will be worst then this!
she: yah of corse but not for me its for you! LEAVE ME RIGHT NOW ! agh...(dont shout on me to let you go..i will never let you go once i found you. dont pretend to be tough i know you. but if you want to show tough i will also. it hurt to let you go in fear i will lost again and again and i never can come over from fillings inside me it hurts )
he: I NEVER MEANT TO MEET YOU TO LEAVE YOU, FIX THIS IN YOUR MIND for FOREVER! i am unable to conttol myself. i start kiss her on neck she is living drugs i m scared of your love cause its addictive and am addicted badly now.
this time she kick me scraching on hand and turn to me and my eyes wided when she make me pin to wall and put her elbow on neck forcing me to stop while staring into my eyes straight
(just she is able to clam me. her eyes are magic i am clamed my anger was gone i was shoked by her move stunning move i was processing mind suddenly she spoke making me amezed by her. how much dark through she need to go through to get in my world. but all this is worth for her. she is tough or maybe strong with brain but she is weak by heart cause of this path. i can read her eyes even if she hide about herself (my eyes soften)
me: dont think i am weak and you can force or rule over me! (her magical eyes are teary a bit but still madam handling situation with tough personality( well she said pressing her elbow on neck i let her press cause its not hurting me. she dont know about me her every move is like tickle for me) she take deep breath to clam down and push me and move back! (and turn back)(hiding her tears uff this girl make me fall again for her more )
she:(with sturn voice)i am not your puppet! if again dare you
will regrate to know me!
UNDERSTAND!
she quickly leave side far from me.
but she dont know i have ability to read mind
i start reading her thoughts
she: ah...momma....my stomuch is aching just by staring into his eyes (oh my god i am really listening correct ir not..just by my stares her stomuch ache...then doll i think staring into your Eyes should be my daily task from now (a smile appare on face)
and this damn cheek always burn!
(yes your cheeks never can hide your reality about me )
(start smiling brightly while focusing on her thoughts waiting for more good thoughts but smile droped again by next thoughts)
she:ah..i want to run away from this fillings and from this place! um..i m so scared of love but i want to get loved. what i should do! agh..i want to hide somewere were i will fill safe.
(again run away. i am here to make you fill loved you will be safe with me. i also want hide you from everyone but i dont want to cage you like before)(he start steps towards her slowly) while still listening her thoughts little bit seriously
she: damn what he said still roaming in my head
I NEVER MEANT TO MEET YOU TO LEAVE YOU, FIX THIS IN YOUR MIND for FOREVER!
(again a small smile appare on face)
she:um..is your love is real?
(yes it is babe)
she:should i give in love or you will play around me?
( yes give in accept me dont be scared why whould i play with my love around )
(🙂 dude did forget you make her your bet isnt it a game with her heart😑 i think you forget)
she:i am innocent
(i know therefore i am scared to lost you away from me but your innocent word not digesting )
...
she: lets see in future holding back is best option for me right now!
(agh...damn again holding back! why! why! when her future gonna arrive... when will huh)when she stop holding back.
will ever be her future arrive or whole life get into hold back like this).
she: i shouldnt fall for bites of devil.
(what bites babe or are you calling mr devil? why devil even thought i love you.
as she turn found him staring at her clamly(with questionable face) behind her which make her little flinch.
she: now what huh!
he hug her without saying words
patting her head
kising her forhead( still listening her thoughts)
she: umm..its claming down let me cleanch my grips on his coat..i am filling secure but still scared...his hearbeats and mine are so loud. his scent making sleepy its peacfull i like kiss on forhead dont move your lips side. let them for moment.... let me burry my head more on his chest. his heartbeats also playing a beautiful melody
and let me check mine...uff mine are all messed up like behind my heart somone set free dog to chease him how could he even sing melody in this state like his heart do i want to stay more i want to pause this stupid time who is running in marathon between day and night
yah i should stop .show him tough. show him your tough.
let me push him at count of three
1
2
( a smile appared on his face trying to control laugh at her thoughts)
here...
i was about to push him hard away. but...