first day of meet

as he said he kiss attack on my neck

this time i kick him scraching on hand and turn him to make pin him to wall and put my elbow on neck forcing him to stop while staring into his eyes straight(his angry face turned into shoked one )

me: dont think i am weak and you can force or rule over me! (i said pressing my elbow on neck) i take deep breath to clam down and push him and move back!

i am not your puppet! if again you dare you will regrate to know me!

UNDERSTAND!

i quickly leave side (ah...momma....my stomuch is aching just by staring into his eyes and this damn cheek always burn! ah..i want to run away from this fillings and from this place! um..i m scared of love but i want to get loved. what i should do! agh..i want to hide somewere were i will fill safe. ( damn what he said still roaming in my head

I NEVER MEANT TO MEET YOU TO LEAVE YOU, FIX THIS IN YOUR MIND for FOREVER! ( um..is your love is real? should i give in love or you will play around me? i am innocent...lets see in future holding back is best option for me right now! i shouldnt fall for bites of devil. as i turn found him staring at me clamly behind me make me little flinch.

here.....

he:( she said while broking my day dreams. i was sad, angry, mad, hurt, by her words (when its come to her my lots of emotion combined at a same time)

and when her friend suggest me to leave her and dont fall for her

(well now i will never let her go cause- cause i dont want to! and about fall for her i fall for her love at first sight.

i still can remember the day when i was sitting with my group on back benches cause teacher wasnt arrived that day was my first day at college my group was busy in teasing each other that day i was filling like something gonna happen. i ws filling anexious. and this rain making me fill more sad for something i dont know. maybe i was filling so empty in between crowed, like everyone is around me but i am alone i am craving for something or somone. suddenly a sound come of door opening (thud) as we turn head i saw teacher was coming i rolled my eyes and again start staring out of window towards sky! and suddenly teacher start yelling i still decide to ignore but then i hear a sound of girl taking attention of class and my too

all start wispering and claping and crowed around them i stand on bench to watch whats happening and saw her. and i fill something diffrent. i fill complete. like spring garden bloomed inside my heart. a good wave or something strange fill inside my body.

all sound of crowed around us disappared and my whole focus get caught by her charm.( like films all get slowed motion and blur around her) i was filling scared but happy suddenly

her cute face, her chubby cheeks which i want to squish at first glance so badly( i just want jump off from bench and go close to her and squish her cheeks, her those teary eyes like beautiful deep marble coloured orbs. and her that Beautiful lips she bite when she stop speaking trying to control emotions.

at a time bold and cute version mixed. i cant take off eyes from her i didnt realise i was staring at her without even blink. i jumped down from bench to approch her but suddenly she leave the room. walking( more like running) boldly but walking like cute doll (ok its hard to describe her and i admit that)

i was staring at a way were she leave continously and was about to follow her back but a hand wraped around my neck on shoulder as my group stand side of me

jack: boss! are you here. wow that girl is brave-

zatch: boss are you sick what happen to you? are you okey. your cheeks are red

lavi: and body heated up.

luke: umm..boss your warm. its cold let me hold you close.

zatch: wait....is..it- boss she leave already you can come back on sense! boss!