can fake love
i open my eyes as I was feeling comfortable fabric under me...
wait fabric? but i was lying on my stomach. on rigid floor...
(open eyes finding herself again on bed)
me:(move eyes staring at him and as I know he was beside me sleeping like a baby.
and again my eyes turn teary.
no, not cause of pain...i always had to endure and I had already imagined the scinaro where you will hate me or even if not you will break my heart. i had decide to die. i really do but I will not. now I will not. even if far even if close i will stay always with you as your heart.
but I am sorry my jerk...I have no strength left for love.
i know this man front of me who is sleeping like baby desurve much and more better. not a monster like me.
how come i tell you I am scared of love now
even if you tried to love me now it will only make me feel disgust that you are using me for yourself and your peace,
and even if you leave me i will find it more hurting like i had left no one. but it don't fade my love for you I will always wish and want you happy and bloomed flower like I was never...i will always wish the life I have always dreamed for you. you were only one left for me but you also done same...
no! no! I am not the hater of that girl who your eyes admire
but I am more insecure than before...I am soo much I am a monster. if god hates me so much that he makes me like this and makes me die in hell then why do I think that someone like you! desurve me. or can love me.....ahhh look at you mr.perfect the prince of angel from heaven. why ever eyed on me the monster from hell..
i forget we are totally different.
i think i was still selfish enough to want your love...but I will not. love is still something I adore most. it's pure like white we try to colour it with colours, I am sorry i can't love you back as you want now..i lost it I lost everything I am just dead soul left. ( ride her head pressing her lips on his forhead) thanks to be by my side everytime I had i try to giveup myself. but now I left jo one side me
(look up letting tears flow )
he: i never know angels cry without voice
she:( rise eyes turning side back facing him) angel is dead mr.king they don't exist here anymore...
he: don't lie with me I know you
she: fact! you don't know me and you will never know even if you die
he: babe hug me please i miss you ( about to hug her but she move side corner of bed he slide more close up her but she try to move more far but he catch her on time before she fall pulling her close
he: yah! watch out. you will get hurt
she: i have a habit of not caring about me and i hate fake concerns
he: fake?,
she: fake like you
(push his hand moving side getting off bed. looking away),
he: fine. lets go to eat food you must be hungry.
she: i am not. i don't feel like eating
he: but i want you eat something now follow me
she: go byself
he:( pick her in arms )
she:THE FKING PUT ME DOWN! MOVE (pushing his jaw ip with both hands as he was carrying her she gasp as by mistake her fingure slide in his mouth and he bite them. she: ahhh damn( struggle) bite his chest
he:umm fk angel do this thing in room please are eyeing on us
she: FK OFF BASTARD! ( more struggle) AH DAMN IT! AM FOLLOWING YOU now put me DOWN.
he:( smile innocently grabbing her hand) that's my good doll
she:( looking away walking scilently )as get down he rise eyes wided them as he put her on table
he: you look nice as my meal
she:(looking away whole blushing shy ) just say it dude you want my disgusting body. that's why you bring me here
he: do you really want i do it with you and claim that body mine
she: dare to do that and i will destroy everything own by you
he: you are the one i own, don't forget I buy you
she:....
he: speak
she:...(looking away) i will destroy me then
he: you can't
she: let's see
he: hm maids surve us please
m1: hi mam don't you miss me?
she: you? look up( hug her tight) i miss you soo much
m2: no one care about me thought
she:( come to me I wanna hug my siso)
m2:( hug her tight) i miss you mam
she: me too. how are you both?
m1&m2: now we are fine as we meet you
he:( fixing throat) um food
she: surve him and let's go in kitchen
he: you are eating with me
she:m1 tell him I am not feeling like eating and I don't need anyone's fake care
he: then I am also not feeling like eating let's go back in room
she: m2 tell him I will not obey a bastard like him, and if he dare to make me fall in love I will destroy him from heart and soul now
he: destroy me as you want my heart and soul is yours but promise me to burry in your heart for forever
she: ( still staring at maids), I had left no heart to bury liars in my chest
he: ah fk..( grab her hand dragging her out with him walking towards the room) you are speaking too much
she:( chuckled) truth hurts
he: it's not truth ( turn behind facing her but her eyes were down)
she: it is.
he: leave it. let's get back in room I have some work too
she: then go in any other room
he: i want your presence in my room, you are my fortune and charm and meeting is important
she: (hurt)oh so only for this you want me to stay in room with you when you are doing your work
he:no not cause of it but I love you
she: again lie
he: whatever you think.
she: if you lose deal when I am in your room will you blame me and beat me?
he: wtf i will never! i will think i was deaf in my side.
she: don't touch me please (remove his hand) i hate it
he: you hate when I t-touch you?
she: not you but everyone who touches me
he: you mean your family or everyone else around you
she: yes. i hate everything
he: babe chill down you are safe with me. give me one chance i will make you feel loved
she: wasting your time
he: it's about my time then let me waste were i want to
she: get that girl then, or here out are more girls go and get them
he: ( hurt) but i want you only
she: don't you get tired of lies
he: how would I! when I am in love with liar.
she: and i can fake love to kill person from soul and heart and I had fake it most
he: fake it over me then
she: ( still staring side) you are even not worthy of that, nor you love me but that leady
mark:( growl) he is prince little girl
she: ah I am disrespecting prince tell me what punishment will royals give me, death?
mark: no death is not for you, we said punishment not reward
she:( laugh staring at mark in her crazy way)reward?
mark: and you are deadliest threat I know
she: you found about me soo fast. such a man
he:( hurt hearing her watching her) man?
she:( step close to mark put her hand on his chest as mark staring at her feeling again his heart beating)
she: ( staring at the mark with the charm of her ) your heart is still beating the same
mark:( push her side on him) stay away from me! brother I am leaving
she: bye honey
he: (hurt angry )honey? babe you are mine!
( she saw gard walking far she tell have nice day jaan waving at guard )
( pull her hand harshly with him dragging her in the room pushing her on bed. get on her)
she: baby you ok? what happen
he: you ain't going call mans with that stupid names except me ( grab her jaw making her stare at him) now don't I even desurve your eyes on me?
she:( ignore his question move her fingers slowly left side on his neck taking fingers on his back he can feel her sharp nails he close eyes feeling lots of inside him ...
as her hand, her fingures and sharp nails she draw traveling towards his head in hairs giving him high volt sensations he moan her gentaly ...biting lips
she: open eyes baby stare in my eyes
he:(nodded opening as his eyes meet her he lost feeling a lot inside him he wanna stare in her eyes like she hipnotizing him )
she: pretty soul tell me what your eyes can see?
he:( wisper mesmerizing by her charm don't know what effect she doing with her voice, presence , touch, smell, warmth and eyes )
she:umm?
(hear her craving to hear her more )
the magic , the forest were i wanna lost, our dreams and future with you my love
she smile his heart bounce as she getup a little and grab caller rolling griping him as he get on her again balancing but his heart was going crazy and get again strok of shok when...
she: (slowly grab his shirt pulling harshly close) ( as he feel light as gravity no longer exists amezhed by her lost in her can see her beautiful lips with a smile feeling blessed )
she pull him over her as he balance himself with knees and hands viewing her from soo close she move her head up rubbing herself under his jaw giving him tickles he hold her back to keep her close pulling close as she move flipping both upside down getting on him
he was stunned as she start opening his buttons he close eyes red cheeks staring at her as her fingures move on his chest he gulp down with sensetions inside him she press her lips on his chest he grab her hairs closing eyes, she grab his sort of hairs while bitting his chest he moan not able to bare her power over him he toss her on bed taking her under him but she move hand from chest to cheek making him stop before he press his lips on her and pull him close on her smoving her lips to his ear loab leaving a warm breath in ear and touch her lips to his earloab as he respond her while gripping her close trying to press him on her curl under him biting his shoulder he feel weak now lose hand lying on her sniffing her
she wrap her legs around his hips drawing her nails in hairs more he hug her body as she leave her breaths in his ear touching her lip over ear loabe
she: baby i wanna to( breath in moving her sharp nails gentaly in his hairs giving him more spark) press my lips all over you
he: ummm ( desparate but sothing deep voice)
he: do it please, love me my love!
she:( laugh out loud snapping back him in reality pushing him side harshly )
she: and you thought it's truth! duh idiot
he:( hurt) what do you mean?
she: told you I can fake love to destroy you
he:( hurt) soo cruel it was drama?
she: look down baby
he:( feel sharp thing on his stomuch.) you will kill me?
she: no...not from body, if try to love me or make me fall for you I will
( use a knife on her hand making him gasp)
she: your love is stuck in your angel so killing it.
he: ( rise hand staring at her but stop moving side as he glace back at her press knife on his hand ) and her love in this jerk !
she:(throw knife side slapping him hard ) don't you dare! not him!
he:( smile) hug her tight calling shouts for doctor as
after sometime...doctor was there ...
treating her wound..she was staring at him with shiny sad eyes with a sad face as he was still keeping a knife on his hand
he: behave now!
she: 🥺 i hate you soo much
he: love you too soo much!
she: please put that knife side, I am obeying you mr. king
he: mr. king? it's baby na
she: (angry ) mr. king!
he:shall i press it? PRESS IT!
she: no don't please baby I love you na
he: hmm good girl
doctor are you done?
she: treat him too doctor please
he: aww I will get treat but till moment you need to kiss my lips as you said before
she: fk you bastard!
he: knife! shall i?
she:ummmm! i hate you
he: love you too baby. ( taking her pics) you are soo cute when you are miserable my cute creature
she: i am not. please leave me na
he: go were you wanna go after my death
she: ( teary eyes) i will never go
he: why you are trying to keep yourself far when you love me this much
she:look down cause i hate you most
he turn finding hate in her eyes most painful hate eyes but full of sadness.
he: you don't....( as doctor start to treat his would he grab her neck gentaly pulling her in kiss she yelp pushing him hard but he dont as she kiss back he leave lips...and take knife walking out from room
she breakdown.
i will try hard to keep you far you know why?
(she walk close to door closing it )
If I'm the ground, you're the sky.
Our story is unfinish it will remain unfinish
I am imperfect monster like wood
You are an angel as lovely as silk.
Do you find me too simple?
Our paths diverge.
There are undoubtedly distinctions between us. i am the guilt if you are the pride.
My stubbornness has finally been curtailed.
There are infinite differences between us.
i am a symbol of bad luck, Everyone is proud of you.The rest of the world tolerates me.
You are the 'heartbeat,' and I am the one who needs it. it's the difference that There are disparities between us.
am colorless, and you are the lovely radiance.
Farq hai,
you don't know one thing I had always not ask you to be with but but just one day with you not till death
and I think I have love enough with you not there is no wish left in me you were my last wish.
he:( attaching his head on door reading her mind feeling sad and guilt all over. )
Farq don't exist between us my love,...you are mine thats enough.
( I have broke her soo bad. ( turn staring at sad sky like her..with light raining )
he: i wanna see you happy angel. I can't see you sad like you can't see me sad
why it should be this way.
by the way the way she hipnotize me ( blush crassing her mark and licking lips)
here.....
???: finally I had make my plan successful by dealing with her fiance but that boy again come between snatching her! I need to make him hate her so he will bring her here