CHAPTER 42 Dinner invitation
Genevieve's POV
I never knew there would come a day when I would dread seeing Cole's face. Even in a flash.
It is always said that when you're in love with someone. You love with your entire heart, soul, body and mind that when you hear their voice or see their face even for a brief second it fills you with happiness and makes you smile sheepishly.
That was exactly how I felt in the past. But it's not the case for me anymore. Not by a long shot.
Whenever I think of Cole's face or my mind wanders to him, I get scared. Scared out of my mind.
I no longer envision his smiley face, sweet gestures or smooth and soothing voice.
I don't even envision him alive anymore. All I see when I think of him is that image of him in a suit lying lifelessly in the casket at the church.
And believe me when I say it's very daunting for me. It's downright scary. Cole scares me now.
Can you believe it?