I Am The One At Fault

"I…" Nadia didn't what to say but saw Qiang's hands hovering over her breasts as she heard his voice, "May I? Massaging here will improve the qi circulation to your dantian."

Nadia hesitated, but she was feeling light-headed and didn't want to stop feeling this soothing sensation. She could also try and win him over to her side.

So she nodded stiffly as Qiang made her bra slip down, revealing her huge knockers.

Qiang stroked her sexy back as he said, "You have such a fit body. I doubt there are many women who train like you."

Qiang grabbed her breasts with his large hands and squeezed them hard, "Your breasts are so soft and beautiful. His fingers twisted and massaged her sensitive nipples, which made Nadia lean backward against Qiang, "HnnnHh~"

Qiang placed his chin on her shoulder as he massaged her big breasts together, "Are you feeling good, Nadia?"

"Yes…I am…MnnnH~" Nadia knew it wasn't right to let this continue, but she had never felt so relaxed, she didn't want it to end, and she also wanted to make Qiang her aide.

This was the chance to get closer to him. But if he keeps being this good with his hands, she might not be able to hold it for long.

"Okay! Let's stop here…" Nadia suddenly moved away as she couldn't believe that she had almost let herself get swept away. She felt horrible since, this time, she voluntarily cheated on Lucas by enjoying another man's company on the pretext of making him her aide. How could she enjoy it if she loved Lucas? Was she truly rotten?

She couldn't bear to add on to her guilt and slowly put on her bra.

"Did I do something that made you feel uncomfortable? If that's the case, I must apo—"

Nadia turned around with a smile, "Please don't…I am the one at fault here, and I actually remembered I had somewhere to be. We will meet later."

But Nadia was surprised to see a long, big bulge on his pants, making her eyes blink.

Qiang followed her gaze and awkwardly covered his crotch, "I apologize for my indecency. But I couldn't help it since you are too charming."

Nadia felt flattered since she thought he must be a eunuch to not show any lust toward her. But apparently, he was just good at keeping his desires in check. But she didn't expect him to be that big over there.

"It can't be helped. You are a healthy young man, after all. But thank you for helping me out and making me feel better," Nadia said as she gave him a peck on his cheek.

Qiang nodded with a smile, "It's my pleasure. You can reach out to me whenever you feel you have nowhere else to go or need an ear to listen to your troubles. I shall leave now."

Nadia smiled as she saw him walk away, feeling that he was a true gentleman who actually respected her.

Only a few minutes passed when Nadia heard a knock on her door,

*Knock*

She opened the door and saw Lucas rush in, "Mother! I was worried sick. Are you alright now?" Lucas asked as he hugged her soft body with a worried face.

Nadia placed her hands on his shoulder with a complicated face. She could see how worried he must have been and felt even more disgusted at herself.

But she could only force a smile as she said, "I am so sorry for worrying you, Lucas. I am all good now. I have taken a pill, and everything is fine."

Lucas was relieved to hear that and could see how her face wasn't looking tired or pale.

"My Nadia…" Lucas whispered her name as he tiptoed to kiss her. He would call her name only whenever he wanted to show his love to her as his woman and not his stepmother.

Nadia's expression became heavy as she felt Lucas's overflowing love through his kiss, though she was unable to kiss him back as she did in the past. Her love for Lucas was being held back by her own guilt and shame, making her kiss a bit awkward without her realizing it.

Lucas felt that something was off. It was like he couldn't feel the warmth in her kiss, which he used to feel before. Instead, her soft lips seemed cold and distant.

He stepped back and asked with a concerned look, "Is everything alright, mother?"

Nadia's expression became a bit strained as she asked, "Of course. But what made you ask?"

Lucas hesitated but said with a sad look, "It's just that…I feel like we are drifting apart. You don't even spend time with me during the night after I return from class. I understand that as a new teacher, you can get busy at night but still…I feel as if we are not spending enough time with each other like in the past. I want to be with you every single second, if possible. You are the one I love the most, after all."

"Lucas…" Nadia's lips quivered as she felt her eyes getting warm with tears.

But she forcibly held them back since how could she break down and let him know that she was getting fucked by dangerous men behind his back. How could she tell him that she had been sullied and betrayed his love?

She hugged him tightly before he could notice anything and said, "I know, Lucas…I know I haven't been paying enough attention to you. But you know our situation. If I have to save us from this prison, then I have to dedicate the time I have now to achieving that. So, please…I am asking you to just endure this for a while, and soon…I promise you will have a bright future."

"We…We will have a bright future," Lucas stressed as Nadia weakly nodded. Lucas understood where she was coming from and hated Yiman even more for forcing his lover to suffer like this.

Suddenly, he remembered Celia and asked, "About Celia…Did you take care of it?" He eagerly asked.