19 What friends are for

Y/Ns POV

What..?

"You knew?" I say just above a whisper. He looks down shamefully. "You knew?!" I say my voice raising. "You knew y/n was in love with you?! You knew I loved you but you played with my feeings anyways?! Even though you knew, you still said all those hurtful things to me?!" I yell tears running down my cheeks. Chats eyebrows furrow. And my eyes widen. "I-I m-mean him...him..." I say stepping away placing my hand to my forehead. "I-I gotta g-go.." was all I said turning around running into my room and grabbing the kids and jumping out the window. "Y/N!" Was all I heard running away from my apartment.

I landed on a random roof and sat the kids down. I started crying. And soon that turned to sobbing then wailing. The kids gave me a hug and weren't planning on letting go. "I-I'm so sorry guys." I stutter out. The pat my back. "It's ok y/n. You can talk to us." Danny says. I smile at him. These kids are really something. I sigh. "No one ever listens. Why doesn't anyone listen..? Why is all everyone ever do is hurt me? I really want to help people. Or just not bother them... but I always manage to do something wrong...something stupid. All I ever do is screw things up." I say sitting down my back against a chimney. Danny sits in between my legs leaning back into my chest holding my hand and rubbing it. Daniela comes to my side and leans on my shoulder. "Y/n, growing up...living...there's going to be moments where you hate everyone. Where you just want to leave everything behind. And be by yourself, cause there where ever you go...no one will hurt you. We know cause we've thought the same. But when you think about it... you realize no one can make you happy either." Daniela says grabbing my other hand and caressing it. "If you really love Adrien, you'll have to accept how he thinks. He might be going through something's too." He sighs taking a breath. "Y/n... we have something to tell you.." he says. "We can look into minds." Daniela says. My eyebrows furrow. "What do you mean?" I ask. "Mommy and daddy use us for what we can do, and when we don't listen they-they..." "hurt you." I continue for her. She nods. "But y/n there's so much in your head. But none of it is ever for you. You worry about screwing up the dance and ruining August's chances not yours. You worry about confessing to Adrien because you don't want to make him uncomfortable not you. You think about Max make sure he's doing well, having a good lifestyle. You think about Marinette so she doesn't over work herself. You think about Luka when he confessed to you, on how he might feel. You think about Nathaniel, to see if he's ok with Marinette dating Max. You even think about chloe, when you have little fights with her you watch your words so you don't hit a sensitive topic for her. You worry about everyone else but you." She says. "The only time you think about your self is in your dreams. You have nightmares of your parents...they did what our parents are doing...that's why your helping us. Because you know how it feels. In your dreams you've never had good ones. Always nightmares night after night after night. Some about your parents beating you again, others about what people did to you." Danny says. "It's okay to not feel okay, you just have to remember your not alone. There's always going to be someone there for you." After he says that he stands up and goes to the side of the chimney. He comes back holding the hand of a black cat. My eyes widen. "We sensed him, he's been following you after you ran." Daniela says. My eyebrows furrow looking at cat in confusion. "Why?" I ask him. "Because were friends, y/n. I'll always be here for you." My heart twinged at the word friend but I didn't feel that bad. I had someone. I stood up and hugged him. "Thank you!" I felt so happy I started crying. I had someone! I really did! He might not be my boyfriend, but he's my friend and that's more than I can ask for. He hugged back and we stayed like that for a while. "Y/n you go home, I'll take care of the kids. You need your rest." He says giving me a small smile. I smile back and give the kids a big hug. "Everything going to be alright okay?" They smile nodding at me. "We're going to miss you, y/n!" "A lot!" They say. "Me too!" I place a kiss on both their heads and stand up. "See you guys around." I say waving them off and giving a smile to chat. I leap off again feeling better than ever. I arrive home and see Max in my room arms crossed eyebrow raised.

Oh no...