Chapter 40: Author-sama tries to do R18 and goes wrong

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WARNING! The following content is R18 for adults, if you wish you can skip this chapter as it is mainly to please the public that I love so much <3 This will be rubbish because I don't know how to do R18, but I am weak against group pressure.

Just enjoy yourself (but not too much or I'll feel uncomfortable)

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(Shizuka Marikawa Perspective)

I don't normally like to drink alcohol, but I was feeling too stressed out by today's events that were more than I could bear, I could only bear it thanks to the stress management lessons Rika-chan gave me.

I miss Rika-chan, we have been friends since we were little girls and she has always protected me from the children who bothered me since my breasts started to grow as a child.

There was a time where I thought that Rika-chan had feelings for me because of how much she took care of me, but she actually sees me as her little sister. Her family always ignored her and Rika-chan is very rude when interacting with others so I am the only friend who has had.

I know Rika-chan will be fine but I'm still worried, I don't have many friends since women often speak badly of me behind my back while men look at me nasty.

In my work I am friends with Chizuru-chan and Nao-chan, I get along well with the other teachers although we do not talk much since they are always busy besides the fact that the last few days they were acting nervous as if they had done something wrong and wanted to hide from the other teachers.

At Mikoto's suggestion, we started a small celebration to relax, there we began to talk about our problems, and finally, I understood that Kana, Mayu, and Hikari were in a relationship with students who died protecting them.

I felt bad for them and tried to cheer them up, but it didn't work.

I panicked as I didn't know what to do to help them, things got worse when one of the male students got carried away by drinking and was about to touch Nao-chan's chest.

Before I could help Nao-chan the student was hit by Mikoto who took a rifle and pointed at the male students yelling at them to go to a corner or they would have a new hole to relieve themselves. I've seen Rika-chan act worse so she didn't surprise me.

We kept drinking to forget the problems while Mikoto and Chikage waved their weapons, they would get along with Rika-chan.

I was concerned about the attitude of my co-workers who seemed to be in a mental breakdown, as a nurse, I had to study mental health and the consequences of a mental breakdown in patients, if the person loses all hope then their immune system will lose strength leaving the body vulnerable to external agents and even a change in temperature could cause fever.

The mood is important to maintain good health so I tried to keep myself relaxed to avoid having wrinkles and looking cute, Rika-chan says that I am an empty head, but I prefer to think that I am a cheerful person.

I tried to act clueless to lighten the mood of the others and it didn't work, I tried to talk to them about topics of interest such as fashion or television shows and it didn't work either, in the end, it occurred to me to tell them about the boy who saved us and his performance as a brave hero and surprisingly it worked.

I started to think that heroes are important in crisis situations because they give hope. As long as there is life there is hope and as long as there is hope you can continue living.

I am grateful to Luis-chan, he put his life in danger to save us and he gave me hope when I thought that he would die like most of the students and teachers.

Maybe if I am not careful I could end up falling in love with him since it is the first time that someone other than Rika-chan protects me, the most pleasant thing is that since our first meeting Luis-chan never looked at me with unpleasant eyes and although he seemed to appreciate my appearance did not try to make me something unpleasant, Luis-chan is like a heroic gentleman from the stories that were read to me as a child.

I had the idea that with Luis-chan the most desperate women in the group could find hope, I felt guilty for wanting to use Luis-chan to help the other teachers and students, but it hurts me to see them suffer.

If necessary I will apologize and do anything to make it up to Luis-chan, but I can't let these women fall into despair.

I kept talking to the teachers and some students about how heroic and noble Luis-chan was, a woman named Midori joined to talk about how Luis-chan saved her and carried her all the way to school.

The student Mikoto was moved by recounting the way Luis-chan fought against the infected and was willing to stay behind to protect us.

When Mikoto spoke of Luis-chan about to sacrifice himself, the teachers who had a relationship with her students had a relapse. To prevent them from collapsing, I told them that Luis-chan was strong, so strong that he could not only protect himself but could also protect us.

Mikoto and Chikage complained that they could protect themselves but that they were still grateful to Luis-chan.

As the conversation progressed, several students fell asleep since they could not bear the drink. The male students had made their own gathering in a corner and were eating and drinking alongside some students who were scared by Mikoto's attitude.

After a while, I heard Mikoto scream like an angry child.

When I turned around I saw Luis-chan with an ironic expression, I ran to hug him since I felt worried about his condition.

Luis-chan made a great effort to protect us so it's understandable if he slept all day.

I refused to let go of him after hugging him like a koala, even though I plan to use Luis-chan to help the girls in the group, I also have a good impression of Luis-chan and I wouldn't mind having a relationship with him.

Luis-chan hugged me around the waist and stroked my head while he carried me, he sat down with the others and began to eat and talk with the group while my arms hugged his shoulders and my legs wrapped around his waist.

Now that I think about it we are in a lover's position and I can feel something hard against my crotch.

I looked at Luis-chan's expression and he gave me an embarrassed smile.

"I can't help this reaction if such a beautiful woman embraces me like this" - Luis-chan scratched his cheek in shame.

Cute!

"Wait!" - I ignored Luis-chan's surprised cry and kissed him.

Luis-chan had started having a couple of beers so it tasted the same as the drink.

I have not had a boyfriend so I tried to copy what I have seen in movies, I opened my mouth and moved my tongue to try to join it with Luis-chan's.

Although Luis-chan was surprised, he did not reject my advances, his tongue entwined with mine invading my mouth.

"Mmmm mm mm ♥ ~" - My body started to heat up as I lost my strength.

The kiss felt so good I could get addicted.

Luis-chan pushed the kiss away before I felt suffocated, his gaze was passionate but mainly affectionate.

Mouuu is cheating to make that expression! At this rate, I will end up falling in love.

"Shizuka ..." - Luis-chan couldn't continue his words because I started kissing him again.

I took one of his hands and pressed it against my chest. I think men like big breasts so this should make him happy ♥

Luis-chan's hand massaged my chest while sometimes he lightly pinched my nipple, I felt a discharge that made me shiver with each touch. His other hand was stroking my back in a comforting way as if trying to tell me that everything was fine.

The lust and warmth affected my body and heart, I couldn't describe the kind of feeling I was experiencing and I could only say that I liked it.

Is this how it feels to be loved?

This is Love?

Maybe if the other women in the group experience this they could bounce back, I've read that most men want to be with a lot of women so Luis-chan should be happy with forming a harem, I don't want him to get mad at me for doing that the other teachers take an interest in him.

I decided to increase the intensity of things and took off my shirt, I forgot that I had taken off my bra so my breasts were uncovered, normally this would not matter too much to me, but for some reason, I remembered that there were other guys in the group and the idea being seen by them started to make me uncomfortable.

I turned to see them and they were all asleep, for some reason they were in a position as if something had hit their heads.

Maybe I overthink it and they just drank until they fell asleep.

I felt relieved and forgot about them while pushing my breasts against Luis-chan's face.

Luis-chan began to play with my nipples with his tongue which made me shudder. His hands massaged my breasts while his mouth sucked on my nipples.

I didn't know my breasts were so sensitive and my crotch tingled from the sensation.

Luis-chan's crotch felt so hard that I was worried it would hurt so I moved to lower his pants.

In medicine classes, he had studied human anatomy, but seeing a male reproductive organ up close was shocking.

Once I was curious about sexual intercourse so I saw an adult movie, in which the woman used her breasts to please the man's penis so I tried to imitate her.

"Shizuka this ..." - Luis-chan was surprised when I put his crotch between my breasts.

Luis-chan's crotch was big enough for the tip to stick out between my breasts, I thought it looked a bit cute so I licked it.

Luis-chan seemed to enjoy it so I started raising and lowering my breasts while occasionally sucked on his member.

Even though my crotch was not being touched I felt it get wet as my insides started to itch.

"Luis-chan ♥ ~" - My voice was filled with desire and affection when Luis-chan began to stroke my hair.

I heard that men often force their limbs into women's mouths when they have oral sex, but Luis-chan was being so nice to me that my heart was melting.

I continued for a while but Luis-chan did not have an ejaculation, maybe my technique is not enough which made me a little sad.

As if Luis-chan understood my feelings he caressed my cheek and he spoke to me in a soft voice. - "That was great Shizuka, you are too charming but you don't have to force yourself"

My chest felt warm, Luis-chan cares so much about me that I can't deny that I'm falling in love.

Gathering all my determination I stood up and took off my shorts and panties, both of which were wet from my fluids so I felt a bit embarrassed but determined.

"I'm being serious, completely serious, I've never been more serious" - I said with resolution as I put myself on Luis-chan's legs, my hand held his member and if I lowered my hips we would join.

"..." - Luis-chan did not answer, he looked me in the eyes as if trying to understand why he was doing this.

After a minute of contemplation, Luis-chan put his hands on my hip. - "Shizuka, I don't know what you're thinking, but I'd be an idiot if I refused" - Luis-chan spoke wryly before putting on a serious expression. - "I have nothing to offer you, but I will try to make you happy"

That sounded like a proposal!

My heart completely melted, I'm officially in love ♥

"I love you ~ ♥" - I spoke happily as I lowered my body.

I felt pain when Luis-chan's member entered my special place even so I didn't stop and I managed to put it all in, but I couldn't move.

Luis-chan didn't force me and he just hugged me while he stroked my back. The pain turned to warmth as Luis-chan took care of me.

"Luis-chan ... No, it would be better darling ~ That sounds prettier ♥" - I said happily as the pain disappeared.

"Shizuka, you are too cute" - darling smiled at me and gave me a kiss on the forehead that made me feel ashamed but happy.

Little by little I tried to move my waist to make my darling feel good.

The gentle movements became more intense as the moans came out of my mouth uncontrollably.

"Darling ah ♥ Ahh ah darling ♥!" - My moans increased while my darling kissed my neck, caressed my breasts, played with my nipples, and penetrated me intensely.

I didn't know how long it took before I had an intense orgasm that left my mind blank.

I collapsed in the embrace of my darling while my face had a happy expression.

"Ahem, I think it's my turn" - I turned to hear a bitter and heated voice.

I saw my co-worker Kyoko who was starting to undress, I remember that she ended her relationship with a teacher since he cheated on her and since then she has been sexually frustrated.

She was one of the most stressed people with everything that has happened and she was also one of the most interested in my darling.

I do not mind sharing especially because my darling did not ejaculate so I am worried about leaving him unsatisfied.

Along with Kyoko the woman who my darling saved before arriving at school also approached, I think her name was Midori, well now it will be Midori-chan since it seems that we will share my darling so we have to get along.

"I'm sorry but now I'm with Shizuka ..." - I interrupted my darling by kissing him.

He put on a doubtful expression at which I smiled. - "I don't think I'm enough to make you feel good so I'll need help ♥ ~"

This may be unpleasant for my darling as I am using it to help the other women in the group, but I hope he can forgive me, I don't want to hurt him but I also don't want those women to suffer.

My darling is strong and noble so I should be able to take care of all of us, in return, I must give my best to support him or I would be being unfair.

Who knows, in the future, we might even get married and have many children ♥

I started thinking about our happy life together as my love began to please Kyoko-chan and Midori-chan.

The women who were aware watched the scene with their mouths open, some covered their eyes in shame but looked between the space of their fingers.

I saw the Chikage student holding Mikoto in a fighting lock, Mikoto seemed to have a wild look.

I didn't think much about it and I thought they were playing so I left them alone.

I went with the group of teachers who previously had a relationship with their students, I wanted to talk to them so that they would get closer to my darling and thus find an emotional pillar, but it was difficult for me to walk due to the dizziness of alcohol and the pain of losing my virginity.

Nao-chan helped me walk while she asked me questions about how it felt to be with my darling.

I started talking to the women close to him about how good he felt which was clear due to the intense moans of Kyoko-chan and Midori-chan, my darling can satisfy both of them with ease which makes me think that my plan to match him with several women was justified, I don't think I could please him alone.

After Midori-chan and Kyoko-chan were knocked out, it was the turn of the three teachers most affected by the loss of their lovers.

Kana-chan, Mayu-chan, and Hikari-chan joined in as their hearts were desperate for something to hold onto so I was happy to see them forget about their problems while my darling made them moan at the top of their lungs.

I was surprised that my darling could please three women at the same time.

Nao-chan was next, but she was nervous so I accompanied her as she felt better. Chizuru-chan also joined us and now that it was easier for me to focus only on the pleasure I ended up passing out from the intense orgasm.

When I woke up I saw Saeko-chan, Chikage-chan, and Mikoto-chan being pleased by my darling. I thought Chikage-chan had feelings for Mikoto-chan, but seeing the way she was holding onto my darling it seems like I was wrong.

I looked around and saw some naked students sleeping with expressions of satisfaction, although some had strange faces with their tongues sticking out.

Now I should add the suffix chan to them since we are in a relationship with the same man.

Does that make us sisters, friends, or partners?

Mmmmm, I'll have to ask my darling.

I'm good at remembering people although I'm a bit distracted at times, so I recognized Rei-chan, Chika-chan, Kirara-chan, Miku-chan, Misuzu-chan, Toshimi-chan, and Yuu-chan.

Some of them seem to be in their second or third round which makes me think that my darling is surprising.

The idea of ​​polygamy went from being a method of helping the women in the group to becoming a necessity to make my darling happy.

I even feel more energetic and strong after doing it with my love, is it the power of love?

Love is amazing!

Although I am concerned that even if we are 18 women it does not seem enough for my darling to be completely satisfied, in the future it will be necessary to expand the number ...

Oh well, if my darling is happy I am happy and we are all happy ♥