Day off

1 week later

After the day I met Mrs.karen's youngest son i haven't seen him since then, these ethic classes have been very tiering but im improving .

I have 2 more days until i enter the company Mrs.karen said that ill be a good personal secretary in no time .

According to her I've learn everything i have to learn so far im doing good .

My main problem is still walking in heels, I can walk in them but time to time i miss steps or trip. I've hurt my ankles so bad but i have to do my best .

I get home everyday and apply ointment except today .

I take a hot shower , Im headed towards my bed i let my body hit the bed .

I sit up and apply the ointment on my ankles hoping they get better soon , then i think to myself how my life has changed so much since i got to europe .

I lost my mother not long ago the thought of that makes me cry .

She cried her self to sleep

Next day

Today is Tuesday and I have 1 more day untill i meet Mrs.karen's oldest son .

She said i could take the day to rest and enjoy my day.

So i went for a jog i really don't know this place very well , I was out of form and needed to go for a run .

I was planning to jog for an hour when i bumped into a guy he seemed nice i apologized for being so distracted and bumping in to him.

He was a very sweet guy he gave me a smile and went on with his jog so did I.

When i was on my way to my room i saw the same guy that i bumped into in the morning , he seemed like he was entering the elevator to the fourth floor.

I believe its a coincidence that we bumped into each other and live in the.same floor .

It was 7 am so i went back and i took a hot shower and made a avocado toast and a protein shake .

Then time passed i had nothing to do so i was like why not go to the movies .

I asked the front desk if their was any movie theater and she said their was one but it was a 30 mins drive .

I called for an uber it didn't take long until it arrived it was actually around 27 mins without traffic :).

I wasn't sure what to watch so i was like h*** yeah, I'll watch a scary movie bought some popcorn and snacks when i entered everything was fine until a couple sat in front of me .

And they were holding hands then something popped up and she hugged her boyfriend .

2min later

They were kissing they were all over each other. I felt jealous, So purposely dropped popcorn on them when something scary popped up i know im an ass**** for that but i apologized they were mad but kept hugging each other .

I wish i had a boyfriend like that or someone who really cared about me ....

I looked next to me and their was 2 young girls they were both really pretty their wasn't anyone to sit next to me, ill always go with my mother and watch movies with me.

You might not believe it but I didn't really have friends i did have 1 but she was bullied and killed herself , the only reason boys ever approached was because they only wanted to sleep with me since then i had trust issues .

I had a job that was after school to pay for my mom's medicine. The manager harassed me at work and i reported him after it was getting worst .

One day I quit my job and didn't have enough money for mother's medicine she never told me she had saved up money .

My mom didn't want to use the money because she wanted for me too have a good education marry a husband who loved me and have kids .

I am really grateful but she could have lived if i took more care about her and use the money for medicine i wish i spent more time with her ( tears fell down my face).

The movie wasn't over but i left .

I headed home when i got home their was a invitation card on my door the neighbors were going to have a celebration for the new married couple . I didn't think much about and left in on the counter .

Took a shower and headed to my bed, their was so many thoughts in my head but i feel asleep without noticing .