The Next Step After Divorce

The week had passed too slow for me.

"Greyson, Stop. I just came to give you this."I hardly said while handing him the divorce papers.

"No, I'm not signing shit." He throw the papers back at me. " You're gonna listen to me." He said.

I just didn't stare. "I love you, Okay!? I fucking married you because of how much I love you. Yeah I want a family and all that shit that comes along with it. But that doesn't mean shit to me if it means loosing you. I can't and I won't." He said calmly

"Greyson, I love you too. But because of it, is the reason I want the divorce. Okay It's hard for me. We're always fighting now! Like now! We're arguing about the divorce! Why can't we ever agree!?" I semi-shouted.

"How the hell do you want me to agree in giving you a divorce... like are you nuts." He mentioned. "How about you agree into not getting a divorce?!"

"GREYSON!" I called his name out, getting his full attention. "We're fucking toxic!, And you know that! So just please stop arguing with me and sign the papers so I can leave and you can start a new life.."

He angrily groaned. "STOP WITH THAT BULLSHIT! We aren't toxic! If anything you're ruining our marriage." I flinch at his tone of voice.

"Greyson. Please.." I begged once more. He snatched the papers and signed them.

He glared at me. " Fine..Have a nice life" And just like that he turned around and left making his way upstairs.

I stared at the papers then at a picture that was hanging next to the door. "I love you" I whispered. I let my tears fall. I unhook the picture from the wall. It wouldn't hurt keeping a reminder of this relationship that was once a fairy tale.

I walked out of the apartment, after leaving the keys inside. I bumped into my ex brother in law. I saw by the look in his face he had heard everything. I'm sure gonna miss that beautiful face of his. He hugged me tight. "Please don't ruin your life, by doing this." He whispered to me. I hold him tighter, he might not be Greyson but I surely did hug him like he were to be.

"I got to leave...."I said while looking at Eric's eyes... those same beautiful eyes my husband has. "But I'll miss you.." Eric had a confused look on his face.

"You aren't staying with Amy?" He asked me. I shook my head 'no'. "Then where?" He asked.

"I'm going back home." I said in a sad tone. "To Mexico." I swallowed hard. "My plane leaves tonight at 11pm..." I let a tear fall, but was quickly wiped off by Eric. "Thanks for being there when I needed you..and I'm talking about since we were 17.. You've always been a really great friend to me.."

He nodded. "Will you ever come back?" He questioned me. I nodded my head.

"Of course, just not soon.." I looked back at my old apartment door.. "Please take care of him... make sure he continues on with his life... please" I said while looking back at Eric.

"I'll make sure of that... Bye..And I'll miss you.." I nodded and replied "Me too."

Months had gone by very slow..

Christmas was probably the worst one. Yeah I got to spent it with my family here in Mexico, but it wasn't the same. Every Christmas since I was 19 I've had spent it was my lover. You can even say it was a tradition to us.

January was the saddest month of all.

My birthday, Wasn't a very happy one either. I sat in my room waiting to see if maybe he would call me, But nothing instead I got a tweet that said ' Life's good. Now a days.' That tweet broke my heart.. what did it mean? Did he fine a new lover? Was he happier I wasn't in his life? I let my tears fall.

February was surprisingly the fastest month of all.

Considering It's the month of love. That 14th was Pretty tough. The fans started to notice that Greyson was once again single. A week later he tweeted ' Yeah I'm single, sometimes things aren't meant to be.' Something I've been saying to myself for the past two months. I begun to gain weight, which was fisically noticeable.

March I spent it in the doctor..

I was roller skating with my friends and well, lets say look both way before roller skating throw the street. No I didn't get hit by a bus or car. I saw the car and jumped to the grass, when My Friend Lucia came to help me, we notice I had sprung my ankle.

Two whole weeks laying in bed. By the end of the month horrible news came to me after being fired from work.

April was slow.

Because I had to get back to school, considering I had dropped out of school before finishing the last two months over there is USA. So now I have three months until I graduate and well I had to go to some meetings with my lawyer about the divorce and what I keep and what Greyson keeps, but I made it real clear that I didn't what anything that was bought with his money. So I only kept the white car, he kept the rest.

On the month of May, Camila came for a small visit.

She came May 25th and stayed two weeks.. She surprised me with the wedding card, Yep My Bestie was getting married. I never thought that day would come.

June I was starting to be happy once again.

At the beinging of this month I started to work out.

I had unfollowed Greyson and Eric from social media. I deleted all the pics I had with them. Even tho I have the same pictures in an album. So it was easier to delete them.. But I did hide the picture album in the basement. was six day's away from graduating. Life was finally getting back to normal.

July, Graduation.

I had an amazing time at the graduation party that was at Isabella's house. I reunited with my old school crushed,I had when I used to live here. I can even say I got a little crazy and kissed him.

August. My happiness went down.

I was currently at the airport. Amy is getting married and I'm the maid of honor. So I had to be there. I was thrilled about the wedding but the thing is I'll have to face him.. and I'm afraid. Afraid I would see him with family, girlfriend, maybe a wife.