How it all began

Hi I'm Sophie and I'm 15 and pregnant with my now ex boyfriend's baby, my parents are fighting over weather I'm to keep the baby or not but this is my body I should be the one to decide shouldn't I.

So let's just go back a few weeks and I will explain how things got this way. It was the start of a hot summer and us Chocolate girl's would sit atop the hill that overlooks my home town of New Huntsville with our boyfriend's in tow. One evening while my boyfriend was walking me home he suggested we take a shortcut through the bush that separates my house from the road. I thought nothing of it, he had never tried to take advantage of me before so it never crossed my mind that he wanted sex.

As soon as we couldn't be seen from the road he stopped and told me he wanted to make out a bit before I went home this seemed harmless to me so I agreed. Things started to get heated, before I knew it he was on top of me and I was melting with pleasure. Needless to say we had sex that day and I liked it, I had no idea what was to come a week later when I saw him with my best friend.

Turns out all he wanted was my body and once he tainted it he threw me aside like trash an moved on to his next conquest. I was lost and ashamed I stopped going to the hill and hanging out with my friends, I started to wander the streets looking for some new friends when I passed out one evening on my way home. Someone kind and caring found me and took me home little did I know that I passed out because I was pregnant and hadn't eaten properly that day.

I had no idea what was going on when I woke up in my bed with my parents worried about me. The first thing out of my mouth was "why am I here?" so lost and confused my mum was the one who told me about fainting and being bought home by a boy named Robert. So now I'm standing at a crossroads in my life am I going to follow my mum's wishes and abort this little life inside me or am I going to follow my dad's wishes keep the baby but adopt it out.

What if I didn't do either and kept the baby... could I become a mum at 15 would I have support or would it just disappoint my family. I already have a big family as it is, I'm the middle child of 5 so I think I need to consider my brother and sisters in my choice.