my second trip to jail

well I spent 3 full days in holding it was for bad driving and some ticket violations but the judge released me on an OR Bond for people who dont know it stands for own recognize bond it means I was responsible for myself to be in court so of course I went but to no avail I still had to pay fines and fees with money I didn't have cause I was a single mom since I was 18 so my money was always tied up in my kid so attracted warrants for my arrest due to unpaid Bill's court cost tickets and such but I had to keep driving for work and stuff so I continued with no license no insurance no good intentions I got in some wrecks and stuff but that is another story indeed I am now 40 years old doing the same stupid shit I hope someone reading this is learning something somewhere