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I didn't really know what to say, or I was officially followed by what to do. But by who? It's the first time I've come up against something like this. That sounds really weird to me. What was I really going to do? If I went to the police, there wasn't a desired result in female rapes, what could they say to me? . I was trying not to think about it. I started messing around with something else. I just ed out a book, it didn't work out. I didn't want to listen to music. Last time I couldn't resist, I started crying. I cried more about crying. I'm in an endless loop.

I started thinking, I was thinking about a lot of questions ...

Why would anyone do that, why was he playing games with me? Didn't he have a job, a power? What was wrong with me? Why was I making fun of you? Oh, I'm so I don't know what you'd get when you do that. This kind of thing wasn't for me at all. I was not going to write back and go out for a while. That's exactly what I decided. Just when I was about to decide to go to sleep and sleep, the bell rang. My mother wasn't home, so I had to get up and open the door. And who should I see at the door, the mystery had arrived. He was finally here. I missed him so much. We've been out in a week. We were hugged for five minutes. Then I let him in right away. When I looked into his eyes, I knew we both had a lot to tell. I made coffee, took the cookies and went right up to him. I said, "Tell me what you did there."

The mystery immediately began to tell: "Do you believe Oya Karadeniz was beautiful. You know we stayed a week, but if I could, I'd stay a month. Because it's not over. It was beautiful everywhere, and with my life friend by my side, it was better than anything. It's too bad it's your birthday, but I thought we'd make it up to you. We got a lot of pictures. I posted it on social media, but I don't think you've seen any of it. Anyway, here I come to the main event. You know Kemal's parents live there. Come here, they said it, but will I take it? I never did. It's not like I was going to spend my vacation there. And then Kemal broke down a little bit, but there's nothing we can do. And he knows I'm right. Well, I tried, too. I sat down to see if we were on vacation or a family visit, and he went out.

It was late at night, so I decided to go to sleep. I slept for a few hours and woke up to a few noises. Kemal came and said, "Get ready, I'll take you somewhere." So I got up, I put on it, we went out. It was the middle of the night and it was freezing. Then we went to the seaside. He set up a table there with balloons around him. He's got the lighting up. He's set up such a sweet environment. We sat down and started eating. He apologized. He said I was right and told me not to sulk. Then we hugged. Oh, Oya, you wouldn't believe it. Everyone wants to have a wife like that. She's already had a separate care since I was pregnant, but normally she's always been so kind and thoughtful. I've had a week of traveling like this with little surprises. I want to repeat these holidays all the time, Oyacı. Tell me what you did.

It took Gizem so long to tell me, I thought it would never end. What I wrote here is half of what you said, and all I can think about is this place. Anyway, then I picked things up and told him somehow. He was listening to me with his mouth open. The last time I told you, he couldn't find out what to say. Just as he was about to say something, he was so shut up like he was wearing something else. And then all of a sudden, he started laughing. And we were missing a secret admirer, he said. He tried to think about who it might be, but there was no one around to say it could happen. Because there was no one who loved me like that in the past. He found my decision not to go out ridiculous. You're going to limit yourself to an unnecessary person? Oya, who I knew, would move on without caring about this person, she said. It was so true that I had to go on with life without caring. We had a little more conversation with the mystery. Then he said he was too tired, that he was going to rest, that he was going home, so I saw him off and went to my room.

I thought we'd talk to mystery. I edd him and decided to just go to sleep. I couldn't sleep, I was turning right, there was no sleep. My eyes were closing, but my head kept thinking about things elsewhere. So I took a notebook and wrote down all my thoughts. It was incredibly comforting to me. When I went back to bed, I fell straight asleep...

When I woke up, I realized I was hungry as a wolf. And since I didn't know how to cook, I had to go get some raw food and eat it. I went out in my pajamas, picked it up, and took some snacks with me and went home. I ate. Then there was a movie I wanted to watch on the laptop, so I decided to watch it. I was trying not to look at my Gmail account, but I wasn't very successful. Because I was so curious. I did, but when I looked, there was no message. I was a little disappointed. I don't know why, but I expected him to write something again. I said whatever, and I kept opening the movie and watching it. I saw The Green Road. When it was over, I realized I was crying. Oh, that's how some movies make you cry. I hated that my nose was flowing after I cried.

I had to get some napkins, and when I looked around, I realized it was all messy and cleaned up for 2 hours. I felt dead when it was over. This cleanup really bothered me because I didn't do a lot of work.

I sat down and started reading some books. I started the alchemist book. And it's a beautiful book. I was halfway there, and I was incredibly fascinated. My favorite saying is, "If you really want something, the whole universe cooperates to make it work." Oh, it fascinates you. How I get at words like that. With so many books to read in the world, thousands of places to visit, so much information to learn, hundreds of series of movies to watch, I wonder how much I can do in my lifetime.

I love to dream. Sometimes I look up at the sky and imagine I'm a bird, and sometimes I imagine I'm a cactus in the desert. I want to have a different world of thought. I'd like to fascinate people with my ideas. Five years from now, I think it's going to be a life for the books I read today, the movies I've seen. So I'm going to read as many books as I can and watch the elephant. And, of course, I'm going to get ready for my college exam again. I have no idea where the end of the road will go. I just have to dream about the end of the road and try to make it happen. Let's see what happens ...

I continue to live with the relief of my soul as I swim away in the anxiety of the world. Looking at the beauty of the sky, I was thankful for the presence of Allah a thousand times. I'm going left and right in this wonderful life...

I haven't underdered my days in a long time. I started preparing for college with the books I bought. I'm more at the beginning of the road. I know I have to try more and not give up until I reach my goal. That's why I think time is going so fast... And I forgot to write here until I found you today looking for a book. That's why there's so much to tell you. Then I'll take my coffee and start telling...

First of all, I haven't looked at my Gmail account in a long time. Because the messages make me feel bad. The presence of a stalker running after me bothers me. But there were times when I only thought about it, and I rarely think about it. And I don't mind that anymore.

That's why I'm picking up where I left off...