MY YANG
This story is about the Alexander's siblings. Dwayne Alexander's POV Can you just give us another chance please " I pleaded no!' you don't love me enough " she sobs kerry , I do love you " I said in a trembling voice ,how can she thinks I don't. no!' you don't as everytime something comes up you always give up on us " kerry sobs it's true, I hate to admit, I did give up everytime but I wanna make it work now. and I do anything to make her forgive me ... ______ As the night falls and the rain begins to fall Just like the first time they met, in Kim's heart it was romantic. But in her mind it was tragic as whatever falls gets broken. A young man who is in his early twenties and a young lady who is in her teens , stood face to face in the rain looking at each other silently–suddenly, someone broke the silence Yang, i have nothing to say to you .. goodnight and goodbye, " said the young lady in a tired and hurt voice as she called the guy by the nickname she gave him before she even knew his real name, Then she walked away ,but the young man held her hands and pulled her back and said while looking at her eyes . No, we are not done talking, and you're not allowed to walk away without answering me !! , " He said, then add . And I'll ask you again ?”..Why did you go when I asked you to stay ?” .Why do you always run away from me ?” What is wrong, Kim ?”, " the young man asks, annoyed She young lady look look at him with a pain expression on her face even tho her lips had a smile on it and even tho the rain was falling on could still see her eyes were looking as if it would soon begin to flow like the rain She then said with a smirked Do you really not know?” ,Did you ever not know ?? the young man nodded his head The young lady finally had enough as it had been 8 months and decided to confess. Yang , I love you, ever since i first saw you and i can't–do this anymore I have been doing it long before..hoping you would be mine one day, but it never works out Pretending to be your friend it's not easy but I try and I try to forget my feelings and live with you but I guess maybe I should have learned to live without you.” She said then sighed inwardly knowing that it was a bad idea to tell him I did live without you for those few months but then there you go again .. you made things a lot harder when you came back and we became friends and now you're going again Yang, I had enough. You can't keep going and coming out of my life like that. The young man was shocked by the sudden confessions and said nothing like he was in another world . Kimanda looked at him for a while , and when he didn't say anything, she asked , " Can i atless kiss you ?? , without waiting for his reply, she walk up to him with all the courage she had and their lips met It was so sudden that even before Yang could come out of his shock ,then comes another one Kimanda suck and nibbled his lower lips as she had always wanted too as she knew this might be the first and the last time she ever got the chance to , so she took her time even though she wanted more she let go of his lips and looked into his shocked eyes. ----- VOl1 = That stranger that became my everything from nothing, Kim Alexander is a young girl who lost her sister , her best friend,her comfort zone , her idol , her advisor, her protector. Lost in grief, she lost hope , she had lost her world., dream and hopes when lovie lost her life , her friends betrayed her. In two years nothing but fear grows in her heart , she gets distant to her family and everyone she once loved. She don't wanna have that pain of losing someone else and she realizes that everyone who comes will leave eventually. At the age of 13 she falls in love with a stranger who is much older than her , fear crumpled in her heart but still it beats for him. Despite the fear , she went ahead and loved him wholeheartedly . She did secretly for months until she told him but he left anyways
THE FEELINGS IS DIFFERENT
After a while, we saw the Evens boat, and they stopped by .
Good afternoon, I was around, so I decided to stop by , Peter Evans said as he shook Dwayne hands.
He is Elwyn father.
Good afternoon, Mr Evens , Dwayne, and I said the same time as Mr. Evens chuckled and shook my hands, too.
It has been a long time , kimanda , that i almost forgot what you look like , " he said with a chuckled again, and I smiled. But I'm a bit confused.
When Elwyn and I were friends, I used to go home by the Evens after school, and sometimes, they would take me home before night. But the early part of 2019 was the last time I had last vist them , they are very friendly and kind people. No wonder their son is so friendly.
When will you come and visit this old man , " he said .
, what am I going to say , I can't. I don't want to come because I felt awkward around Elwyn.
Mr . Evens...
Call me uncle, kim, " he said as he interrupted me .
Peter Evens added , " Does distance really grow people apart ? At first, you even call me Dad, from uncle, Dad, it is Mr Evens . Did my son do something to make you hate him ..
And me as i can't remember, offended such a beautiful girl, but yet you call me Mr . Not uncle , dad, or handsome , " he added while Dwayne chuckled as I giggled nervously
Uncle, I will let you know when I will make it to come by. As you know, mom is a bit sick, and soon Dad would have to go back to work soon , " I said.
Ohk, but come visit me. I am sure Elwyn and others missed you , " he said, and a part of me was happy but yet sad just then , we heard someone say .
Dad, we need to hurry, " it was Elwyn who informed his father as we all turned to look at him .
It has been about 5 months since I had last seen him .
I didn't know he was here .
I looked at Elwyn as he was looking at me ,our eyes met as our gaze lock , I felt uneasy but not that much to make my foot to go num , it didn't make me felt hot as if I am on fire and it didn't make my heart beat faster , it didn't make me felt exposed , yes he look like he was searching for something but I know he will never find and answer because no matter how close we were and he said he knows me more then I know myself, how was it possible that he didn't know my feelings.
It was sort of different. Yes, I felt nervous, but it was different.
shouldn't it be the same with both, since i liked both .
I had the same feelings for Elwyn and Jamol but why is it so different now with Yang , does it mean am just obsessed with Yang and I don't like him , like how I liked Elwyn and Jamol , I guess I was right when I said I will never liked anyone as much I liked them .
If I liked Jamol and Elwyn , what is it with Yang .
Maybe I am just obsessed with him .
What did he do to make me so obsessed with him ...absolutely nothing.. but yet i am obsessed with him . Maybe it is because of the way he walks. They way he talks , I want to see him smile , something I had never seen before, I like they way he work on computers, like he is an expert on those computers thing. Something I know nothing of .
I like they way he talks , though sometimes i don't understand what he is saying .
I am obsessed with his hair , his long legs , hands, nails, every single part of his body, but most importantly, his eyes
So I like him and I am obsessed with him , cool . Still not cool.
It has been a few minutes since the Evens left .
Here, I am seated, confused by everything. Though I am smart , I don't have any experience with these types of things, and that made me the dumbest person alive .
____
Kevin and Nick them came as the jump over board, too . While the girls stood on the bridge and watched as they talked about who knows what .. not like I am interested in what they are talking about, either .
What too, you guys so long ? " Dwayne questioned them .
We saw a cute babe sloth, and we decided to take some photos, " Zoey answered instead of one them boy .
Oh , Dwayne brother / sister, " just as I was about to say it Dwayne give me a killer gaze and I look away , I know the moment I said that he will tell him about how crazy I scream and run after getting a sting from the bee's.
and that will just ruin my day . After so long, I felt so alive again. I wasn't missing anyone nor longing for anyone either. Well, it wasn't until Elwyn showed up and left me confused.
I was just thinking about me and how to get out of the forest, I wasn't doing it for anyone but myself.
____
That afternoon.
Everyone was at the dining table as they ate .
Kim was silent as usual but witha smile on her face , Dwayne was busy smirking as he watched kim , who arm was still hurting as he knows how his felt , muchless kim , who was a girl.
He had to admit that he was amused by her pretending to be okay , she was a great actress.