MY YANG
This story is about the Alexander's siblings. Dwayne Alexander's POV Can you just give us another chance please " I pleaded no!' you don't love me enough " she sobs kerry , I do love you " I said in a trembling voice ,how can she thinks I don't. no!' you don't as everytime something comes up you always give up on us " kerry sobs it's true, I hate to admit, I did give up everytime but I wanna make it work now. and I do anything to make her forgive me ... ______ As the night falls and the rain begins to fall Just like the first time they met, in Kim's heart it was romantic. But in her mind it was tragic as whatever falls gets broken. A young man who is in his early twenties and a young lady who is in her teens , stood face to face in the rain looking at each other silently–suddenly, someone broke the silence Yang, i have nothing to say to you .. goodnight and goodbye, " said the young lady in a tired and hurt voice as she called the guy by the nickname she gave him before she even knew his real name, Then she walked away ,but the young man held her hands and pulled her back and said while looking at her eyes . No, we are not done talking, and you're not allowed to walk away without answering me !! , " He said, then add . And I'll ask you again ?”..Why did you go when I asked you to stay ?” .Why do you always run away from me ?” What is wrong, Kim ?”, " the young man asks, annoyed She young lady look look at him with a pain expression on her face even tho her lips had a smile on it and even tho the rain was falling on could still see her eyes were looking as if it would soon begin to flow like the rain She then said with a smirked Do you really not know?” ,Did you ever not know ?? the young man nodded his head The young lady finally had enough as it had been 8 months and decided to confess. Yang , I love you, ever since i first saw you and i can't–do this anymore I have been doing it long before..hoping you would be mine one day, but it never works out Pretending to be your friend it's not easy but I try and I try to forget my feelings and live with you but I guess maybe I should have learned to live without you.” She said then sighed inwardly knowing that it was a bad idea to tell him I did live without you for those few months but then there you go again .. you made things a lot harder when you came back and we became friends and now you're going again Yang, I had enough. You can't keep going and coming out of my life like that. The young man was shocked by the sudden confessions and said nothing like he was in another world . Kimanda looked at him for a while , and when he didn't say anything, she asked , " Can i atless kiss you ?? , without waiting for his reply, she walk up to him with all the courage she had and their lips met It was so sudden that even before Yang could come out of his shock ,then comes another one Kimanda suck and nibbled his lower lips as she had always wanted too as she knew this might be the first and the last time she ever got the chance to , so she took her time even though she wanted more she let go of his lips and looked into his shocked eyes. ----- VOl1 = That stranger that became my everything from nothing, Kim Alexander is a young girl who lost her sister , her best friend,her comfort zone , her idol , her advisor, her protector. Lost in grief, she lost hope , she had lost her world., dream and hopes when lovie lost her life , her friends betrayed her. In two years nothing but fear grows in her heart , she gets distant to her family and everyone she once loved. She don't wanna have that pain of losing someone else and she realizes that everyone who comes will leave eventually. At the age of 13 she falls in love with a stranger who is much older than her , fear crumpled in her heart but still it beats for him. Despite the fear , she went ahead and loved him wholeheartedly . She did secretly for months until she told him but he left anyways
Not a date
KIM POV
Maybe it's wrong to be jealous over someone you don't have, but right now, I don't care if I am wrong or right.
A girl clings onto An Tang's arms as if her life depended on it, she should know she should lose him and run as if her life depended on it.
as. it does.
An tang gives her a smile that tells me he isn't uncomfortable with her, clinging onto him like his second skin.
Which is as irritating as it sounds.
Kim, we are leaving, " Dwayne informed me. Luckily, I have such a sweetheart, brother, mom is already out of the shop, on the streets crossing the road.
Is she upset?" Why would she leave me? Thanks to Dwayne, I can now follow her.
But I don't want to leave.
Not when this girl is hugging my crush.
I turn to look at An Tang, and the girl still hugging his arms
I sighed helplessly.
I hate it when I'm helpless...
Maybe I should just leave.
Yeah, leave ... it's better than this ...
I turn my back to them, and before leaving, I turn to get an ice cream. It helps when I am upset.
Hey, Kim, " I hear his voice, which isn't hard but isn't soft either.
Hi." I turn to him
Are you leaving already?" He questioned seriously.
Is he really serious right now ?"
I nodded." Yeah, mom already left," I mutter, then turn to look at Dwayne, who was not looking, but I know he could hear.
Are we good ?" An tang questioned all of a sudden.
Huh?" I turned, now our eyes met, which I had tried to avoid since my birthday, and he did the same.
Are we okay ?"
"Yes, why do you think we are not ?"
"Umm, for example, you are leaving without saying hi or goodbye ."
" You seem busy, so I decided not to bother you," I said, and he sighed, rubbing his face with his hands.
Uh-huh, yeah, I was busy. " he nods
I can see, " I said, turning away again. This is getting harder. A few months back, even if we didn't talk, we made eye contact, but I never felt like if he just looked into my eyes, he would know ... he would know.
Do you need a bigger ice cream ?" He questioned, grinning when he noticed I staring at the ice cream in my hands.
I turn to him and nod. I was upset a moment ago, but I am fine now. I flashed him a smile, and he chuckled. Before picking up a bigger one. He then put it in the plastic bag.
I gave him the money, he shook his head." It's fine, it is on the house.
I smile ." Why are you always rejecting money when I give you ?" I question as he never allows me to pay.
So you can pay me in a different way " he muttered and I smiled" How?" what way?"
Tuesday is bae seokryu's birthday, we are celebrating it and she wants you to come"
Really?"
Yeah. Are you coming ?" He questioned, and I nodded and then shook my head." I am not sure, but I will call to let you know," I said, and he nodded
Bye, Yang, " I said, waving him off while walking away with Dwayne, who was standing next to me like my bodyguard.
He doesn't seem like just a friend, " Dwayne said, but I find it hard to believe. So I don't mumble a word. An tang doesn't like me like that, but he likes me, and that's all that matters right now, who knows years after now, maybe months or weeks after now my feelings may die. crushes goes away, it's only a matter of time before mine for him goes away and our friendship is the only thing that will stay.
You do know you're too young to be in a relationship right?" Dwayne asked and I nodded " I know ...
That's why I chose Deepak to be my first boyfriend, after all, we were more like penpals
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Three days past, I stood infront of the mirror getting ready , An tang and I are meeting earlier before we met the rest of the group as I wanted to get bae seokryu a present's, An tang agree to go with me shopping, since he knows what she likes.
This is the third time meeting them after my birthday which was a month back but I am still nervous as the first time. But knowing I am going out with An tang makes me excited.
I have to keep reminding myself it's not a date
Are you going on a date ?" Dwayne questions as soon as I step outside. I groaned in , not because I don't like the idea of it , no !" I love the idea of me and An tang going out on a date.
I blush before shaking my head " No but me and An tang are going shopping to buy brithday gift for bae seokryu " I says looking around for mom.
Where is mom ?" I question and he points to my parents room.
"In her room "
I then when to met mom.
Mom , does this looks good ?" I question when I saw her reading a Bible.
Yes , it does dear , are you leaving now ?" Mom questions and I nods . Looking at my blue dress.
Just be careful, okay " she says and I nods
And call me if you get into trouble." She adds
Don't worry mom I am not a kid that cause troubles you know right?"I say and She nods "that's my girl , don't worry, I know my kids well."
Mmm " I smile
Let Dwayne take you there" Mom says and I nods.