MY YANG
This story is about the Alexander's siblings. Dwayne Alexander's POV Can you just give us another chance please " I pleaded no!' you don't love me enough " she sobs kerry , I do love you " I said in a trembling voice ,how can she thinks I don't. no!' you don't as everytime something comes up you always give up on us " kerry sobs it's true, I hate to admit, I did give up everytime but I wanna make it work now. and I do anything to make her forgive me ... ______ As the night falls and the rain begins to fall Just like the first time they met, in Kim's heart it was romantic. But in her mind it was tragic as whatever falls gets broken. A young man who is in his early twenties and a young lady who is in her teens , stood face to face in the rain looking at each other silently–suddenly, someone broke the silence Yang, i have nothing to say to you .. goodnight and goodbye, " said the young lady in a tired and hurt voice as she called the guy by the nickname she gave him before she even knew his real name, Then she walked away ,but the young man held her hands and pulled her back and said while looking at her eyes . No, we are not done talking, and you're not allowed to walk away without answering me !! , " He said, then add . And I'll ask you again ?”..Why did you go when I asked you to stay ?” .Why do you always run away from me ?” What is wrong, Kim ?”, " the young man asks, annoyed She young lady look look at him with a pain expression on her face even tho her lips had a smile on it and even tho the rain was falling on could still see her eyes were looking as if it would soon begin to flow like the rain She then said with a smirked Do you really not know?” ,Did you ever not know ?? the young man nodded his head The young lady finally had enough as it had been 8 months and decided to confess. Yang , I love you, ever since i first saw you and i can't–do this anymore I have been doing it long before..hoping you would be mine one day, but it never works out Pretending to be your friend it's not easy but I try and I try to forget my feelings and live with you but I guess maybe I should have learned to live without you.” She said then sighed inwardly knowing that it was a bad idea to tell him I did live without you for those few months but then there you go again .. you made things a lot harder when you came back and we became friends and now you're going again Yang, I had enough. You can't keep going and coming out of my life like that. The young man was shocked by the sudden confessions and said nothing like he was in another world . Kimanda looked at him for a while , and when he didn't say anything, she asked , " Can i atless kiss you ?? , without waiting for his reply, she walk up to him with all the courage she had and their lips met It was so sudden that even before Yang could come out of his shock ,then comes another one Kimanda suck and nibbled his lower lips as she had always wanted too as she knew this might be the first and the last time she ever got the chance to , so she took her time even though she wanted more she let go of his lips and looked into his shocked eyes. ----- VOl1 = That stranger that became my everything from nothing, Kim Alexander is a young girl who lost her sister , her best friend,her comfort zone , her idol , her advisor, her protector. Lost in grief, she lost hope , she had lost her world., dream and hopes when lovie lost her life , her friends betrayed her. In two years nothing but fear grows in her heart , she gets distant to her family and everyone she once loved. She don't wanna have that pain of losing someone else and she realizes that everyone who comes will leave eventually. At the age of 13 she falls in love with a stranger who is much older than her , fear crumpled in her heart but still it beats for him. Despite the fear , she went ahead and loved him wholeheartedly . She did secretly for months until she told him but he left anyways
HIS JEALOUSY
AUTHOR POV
Kimanda and her mom went to a Chine restaurant named golden city . Dwayne as his elder brother went to have a few beers with their uncle Mick.
They bought food and they were eating while kimanda was thinking about yang somehow he got handsomer , she was sure it wasn't a dream cause even in her dreams he never look at her that way, his expression was clam but his eyes says something else, his actions says another thing ...
After a while, kesha an her babe join them then they went back to long yung.
Along the way kim couldn't help but felt excited.
There is now way kim would have leave without seeing his face again.
Kimanda looked around to see him but didn't
They split up , leaving kim with Nora at the entrance of the store.
kimanda was holding her Nora hands ,
when she look up ,she saw yang on the screen , at first she thinks he is not around and it might be easy for her to go in and out without being on her toes all the time.
to be honest she was sad inside when she look around and he wasn't there, now she is really nervous if they met , she really want to met him but nervous and shyness took over her , apart of her couldn't do it so she was about to walk out just then her mom called her , kimanda was taken back when her mom showns her where they are going , it was the session where yang was in and kimada ,her mom and elder sister gone there to search for another dress for Amy to kimanda surprise yang wasn't where she saw him a few moments back , it's like they just miss each other so kimanda went to search for her dress but she found none and then she tried on some lipstick and while she was talking to Amy , she turn around and graps in surprised when she saw Yang, luckily he wasn't looking at her ,.she quickly wipe off her lipstick and call her Nora who was playing with the lipsticks.
when she was about to walk away, she remember her drink so she run back to get it but yang was still there to her it seems like he didn't notice she was at the side of him
But she didn't know that he already observed all her cute reactions
Wait she was shy ... She so adorable , saying this to himself ,he smile.
she then took a few step backs without turning her back to him .. for turning her back on him and taking her eyes off of him was something she never wanna do but insecure and taken over her.
Do I look pretty?, does he finds me beautiful?.... oh God i-- I must look ugly that makes him ignore me or look at me like that!.
she finds it difficult to breath so she decides to run.
Kim walks out of the store as if she was in a hurry to get away from something more like someone.
She felt thirsty, her skin felt as if the temperature was developed, her heart felt
As if she was so close to the sun that it was almost burn..
She lend to head with the drink as she sallow almost all but still felt thirsty.
Yang on the other hand , came out and watch her , he can see she seems to be in distress.
He stood at the conner of the cashier. After a moment he pick up his drink and walk up beside her just as she turn around, the came face to face , he can see she is trying to avoid him as she looks over his shoulders as if she is looking for someone else.
(Does she finds me unattractive but still stare at me like a love sick puppy?.and then had another guy touched her !!)
( God what is he doing ... please stay .. please go... will he talks to me? ..or will he walks away?...)" Kim held her breath preparing for whatever is the out come.
Either he stayed or he goes ....
Lord knows she only wants him to stay..
But she well prepared for if he leaves ,
He walks up close so close , kim could smells his perfume which smells like something rich, however she couldn't find the name as he was the first person she smell has that perfume.
Her heart was beating fast if only yang heart wasn't beating in his ears, he would have heard her's. .
" is he interesting in me now ?"
He than came really close to kimanda less than one step away.
he look into her eyes in a way she could never understand.
Thump-thump "
Thump- thump "
Both hearts beats the same time , two hearts but with one beat.
He walk past her and stood about eight feet away from her and take a sip of his drink .
While his mind felt like it was in chaos and his heart felt like it was in a battle.
He felt as if he was in a race unknown to him he already won his battles and he is the winner of the rase even before he started.
His mind was in chaos because he didn't wanna believe it. It was also not apart of the plan.his future plans ..
But when he saw the guy touched kim forhead he felt a wave of jealousy that wash over him. It made him felt uncomfortable and jealousy was something he didn't know to deal with especially since this was the first time he felt it...this was the first time he felt the urge to struggle the guy who touched her..
While sipping his drinks he take a glance of her
Kim stood there watching him , his pose was like a model, one hand in his pockets while the other held the drink to his mouth as he side eyes her..
Kimanda felt her breath just got take away and find it hard to breathe
Her heart begun to beat even faster
And she felt really shy maybe this is all in her head so she walks back into the store and turn to look at him who was also looking at her .
Seems like she likes the guy , damn that guy !)
Maybe he doesn't likes me ! Oh man but his every acts makes me ... likes him..alittle bit more. "
Soon after kim found her family and the all left together.. while leaving she met his eyes on last time..almost reaching their boat , kim realized, she didn't buy credit for her phone
So she turn back , while walking on the streets she watch long yung, hoping to see him and she did as he was at the entrance but she only saw his back , she still couldn't take her eyes off him as if he felt her presence, he turn to look at her , there eyes met for a few seconds then kim turn away. Focusing on where she was going as she knew she could end up in a crash if she don't attention to where she was walking.
Kimada smile when she saw him and how he always met her eyes. Everything from the start of the year seems like they were.going somewhere. Kim likes to believe he likes her too but insecure won't let her believe it completely
Maybe it was all a coincidence since alot of coincidence has happen between us since last year...
It didn't take much time for kim to bought the thing she wanted ,
while she was passing back, her eyes searched for him , she didn't know she wasn't the only one searching. She look at they store and the first thing she noticed was he looking at her .
He stood looking at her , pretending to take out the trash, which was not his job.
After taken a few steps passed the store kimanda felt something , something inside of her told her to look back maybe it was because she wanted to see him one last time or maybe it is because he was looking at her and she felt it or maybe it's both.
she look back and felt surprised to see him looking at her, she knew now apart of him is interesting in her, it made her happy, she smile while walking down the street without a care in the world with one person on her mind.
She recall how he was acting and she knew for a fact that he was pretending to be busy and he was just doing to look at her , she giggled at the memories.
at the back of his mind he thinks about her she walk away feeling loved by someone she loves
Apart of her was happy with a smile on her face but her chest was heavy because she knew he was looking at her as she walk away
And she didn't wanna leave
Apart from her was scared she will never get this chance again . She recall times when she walk away from Jamol and Elwyn, next day , the go on as if yesterday didn't exist to them.
She was playing it cool the whole time when she was scared of letting go
She Knew how things change in the middle of the night.
In a hour, In a Minutes and in a second
And right she just hopes it never changed if it does let it change for the better .
When kimanda got home, she kept thinking about him. A part of her belief that he likes her apart still thinks it is just a coincidence
But that doesn't stop her from feeling happy she couldn't stop telling her sister about it
She kept blushing they enter day ...