Telling some of the truth

Running back to the house the sun had started to raise signaling that the day was about to begin and that Hanna an the other's were about to wake as i had to get back home before they'd were.

As their early risers as i was i couldn't help but think of her 'when she hugged me that... that connection i felt it was different than it is with Hanna she made me feel loved and able to my humanity as...Valarie made me feel as if i wasn't alone similar to Jade but Valarie... with her i won't feel as if I'm an total outsider even...an...'

Stooping that thought as reach the house i take an deep breath setting my'self and open the door and walked in i was closing the door when i thought i heard something again.

Turning around i saw mom walking towards me from the living room sighing in relief that it was her and not Hanna.

Savannah: "Hey dear you're up unusually early you don't usually wake till breakfast is ready? and Hanna usually has to wake you."

Giving her an wary smile,"well i haven't quite gotten the hang of my new strengths and the abilities of me being a hybrid yet.

...And also being a hybrid that i am...there's still some parts that i don't want you all to see as it makes me...."

Savannah: Walking up to her as i'd put my coffee down on the dresser as i looked at her with an understanding expression "listen Krist you're still our daughter no matter what as well as now Anna wife, i understand that you're going through changes.

Being an hrybrid of not only of an vampire you're also mixed with zombie and still have you're human qualities.

When Hanna brought you back we already knew that you'd still be the same Kristal that you were to even prove it when John tested you with his blood you still didn't given into you're instincts and fought it to the point of unconsciousness."

Placing other hand on her cheek making her look at me "you'r still you being the fact that you're standing here now worried about us as not wanting to show us the parts that'd make you the person that your are.

Because you think it would make us think any different of you shows how much that you're considering us as you're family as your trying to make sure that you'd wouldn't hurt with your knew strength."

Tears started to gather in my eyes as i looked at mom while she had an smile on her face as she said that to me i hugged her as i felt that my emotions started to get the better of me.

Savannah: Hugging her back "so dear don't ever think that anything could change how we feel about you as your our daughter and the love of Hanna life, when your ready to talk we are here for you."

Nodding my head i heard someone walking down the stairs looking up i saw Anna looking at us i let go of mom and wipe my tears away as i turned away from mom and her.

As i'd let my emotions get the best of me i wasn't able to focus on my other senses but now that i was abltme to calm myself they'd started to come back to me as i sensed Anna walking over to me as she turn me to face her when she reach me.

Hanna: Having Stal face me as her eyes were slightly red from crying "baby what's wrong?"

Smiling at as i'd went to hug her "it's...it's nothing...babe mom was just trying to cheer me up."

Savannah: Hugging her back "Babe i know that's not true...you may cry alot but only if something is truly causing your grief that you come to us and cry to make your eyes this red as their also slightly puffy.

Lean back and giving her an kiss on the lips "come on babe talk to me."

Sighing,"ok...let's wait for the other's to wake and have before so we can talk" but as soon as i said dad and John also walk out the living room causing me to laugh thinking 'i walked right into this trap as it appears they were waiting for me as i didn't hear things earlier as that was Hanna going back up stairs.'

"You guy's layed this trap out ahead of time didn't you."

Hanna: Smiling,"Did you really think that you would be able to sneak out without me being able to notice an think that you'd be able to sneak back in before we woke up."

Laughing as i had an wary smile, "Guess i'd should of known that hahah...." hanging my head down.

(25 minutes later)

Sitting at the dinning table with the food on the table already as they were look at me i'd taken an deep breath "i...you see that being that you all know that i have cravings due to my vampirism side but i also do have them from my zombie side i don't only crave blood but also...also..." as i hang my head.

Savannah: Placing my hand on top of Krist "you also need to eat flesh."

Shaking my head "it doesn't mater what kind of flesh it is...it can be...human flesh as that gives me the most energy and gets rid of the craving but i also get it from other living organ -izisms as well but i can also get it from..."

Savannah: "The dead as well...being that you had the after smell of being around them on you."

Nodding my head again, 'i'm glad that i did feed on some zombies before coming back as it also lessens the amount of blood that i'll need from Anna.

But it still won't sufficient as Jade said that with me only eating off of the dead and taking only enough blood from Anna that it would be able to fight off the craving for blood to stop me from going crazy.

But if i don't get enough blood to completely fight of the blood craving and take flesh from the living that would also fight offthe hungry for flesh it would only be a matter of time.

If i didn't have the affect of moribund that's increasing these effects it would be enough.'