11-Past life
Grace received so much love and affection from her grandparents. She was fed so much food and they also gave her so much toys.
Before she knew it, it was already night time.
Grace looked at the huge unfamiliar room and couldn't sleep. She held Damon in her lap and said"Damon, I feel like this is all a dream. I feel like I'm dreaming. Just a while ago, I was abandoned by my family and now I got another family." Grace hugged Damon even more tightly and said"If this is a dream, I wish I will not wake up from this wonderful dream."
Damon looked at Grace and hugged her.
Grace eyes became heavy as she began to fall asleep.
In Grace dream
"Father! Father! Don't leave me alone. I'm scared."said a little girl
The little girl ran after a man but couldn't catch up to him, she was out of breathe and her heart began to feel in so much pain
The man ignored her and left.
"Doctor, nurse, does my father don't like me? Is the reason he doesn't like me because I killed my mother?"asked the little girl
The doctor who was looking after the girl couldn't say anything to the girl, he doesn't want her to have false hope.
The little girl was always in the hospital. Since, she was a newborn baby, her condition wasn't well. She had an incurable disease, even the health professionals didn't know what disease she had. They were not even sure about how long can she continue living.
The little girl tried her best to be kind and polite, she did her best in everything. If she was not that person's child. The little girl would have been praised as a genius.
The little girl has remarkable memory.
Years went by, the little girl grew up into a beauty.
"Sir, your daughter's condition is getting worse, we are not sure if she can live pass this month."said the doctor
The girl heard everything, she wanted to go to the washroom and she saw her father's figure. So she decided to follow her father, she didn't expect to hear this from her doctor.
The girl went back to her room.
She always knew that she wouldn't live long. She tried her best. She tried to gain her father's affection and attention but he never gave it to her.
The girl cried softly in her bed.
She wanted to gain her father's love at least once before she died. Is that too much to ask?
"Older sister Grace! Doctor told me that I can be discharge today. I am so happy to know you! I hope you can be discharge soon as well."said a cheerful boy
The little boy's father came to pick him up. He cheerfully waved goodbye to Grace.
Grace saw that warm scene and she couldn't help but feel jealous and hurt.
Suddenly, an unknown woman came into her room. That woman looked at her with hatred and said"You should quickly die. Don't even think that he loves you. You and that woman look exactly alike. I'm sure that he won't love you at all because you remind him of her and her death! You are a jinx! If you really love your father it's better for you to die. Don't live like a burden, you are so sick, he cannot afford to pay your bills."
Then the woman left.
Grace was so hurt by whatever the woman told her that her condition worsen.
Is it better if I die?
Will father become happier?
Will father remember me after I die?
I will not trouble him right?
Did I make my father spend too much money on me?
I wish I was not sick.
I wish my father becomes happy.
"Emergency! Emergency! Quickly contact Mr Song!"ordered the doctor
Grace was muddle headed.
She could hear the hospital equipment sounds.
"Her heart beat rate is dropping, prepare the machine"ordered the doctor
Grace wishes that her father will be happy she doesn't want to be a burden to him anymore. She has no more will power.
Suddenly, she hears the surgery room's door collapsing.
She hears her father's voice, she could feel him shaking.
"Grace...Grace..."
Grace was shocked to hear her father's voice, but she was feeling very tired. Grace used her last bit of will power to try her best to stay awake.
"Father..."she said softly
Mr Song came closer to Grace.
"Father, I hope you live happily. I am happy to see you for the last time. Live happily father, even if you do not love me, I love you."she said as she slowly closed her eyes
Grace could not hear anything anymore.
Grace prayed in her heart, God if you exist. Please bless my father. If I'm ever reborn again, I wish to have a healthy body.
To be continue.....