lemme sleep some more

buzz!!!

buzz!!!

oh fuck Elena caused,why does the alarm bell have to ring now when am still drifting to sleep huh; sighing sleepy Elena turned off the alarm to sleep more,hush what a clock, lemme sleep some more okay, with that she drifted back in to her Dreamland.

not up to thirty minutes of drifting back to sleep Elena hard her grandma voice coming into the bedroom, Elena!!! grandma Zita called thrice walking into her and still found her on bed she took a moping stick to hit her with, shouting Elena jumped from her small bed and landed on the floor.

grandma that unfair Elena said;

common shut your mouth and get your ass of their into the bathroom,did you realize that you still have some paper to sell today, including the one you couldn't finish yesterday and the one for today, knowing you had such amount of paper to sell you couldn't get up on time in other to be the first at the market and for the customer to see you first and buy from you instead you lay here sleeping, grandma Zita scold.

am sorry grandma I didn't realize it dawn already, Elena lied.

shaking her head grandma Zita sighed and left the room not after making sure Elena was in the bathroom taking her bath already

frowning in the bathroom Elena sighed frustratedly thinking about when everything is going to end,if only mom and dad where together all this wouldn't have been like this I wouldn't be waking very early at dawn when even the crock hasn't sang it morning song, but here I am going out to the small busy market before crock crowl sighing again Elena stomped her feet on the floor and sighed frustratedly.

if only mom hadn't left dad for a wealthy man, atleast dad was doing fine even with everything I and younger siblings never lacked anything dad still tried to make sure we feed for breakfast, lunch and dinner, even tho we weren't wealthy enough but I would say I am rich if you ask me, cause dad made sure we never lacked he made sure he provides every of our need for us even if it means borrowing or working day and night he did everything to try and make sure that we don't experience sufferness or starvation and that was why I liked him more than mom.

while mom is busy with cosmetics, jewelries, deodorant, fashions,and so on, even tho dad wasn't please by it he still do cause of the love he has for his wife and children, but still yet mom left him she was never satisfied with what dad had to offer or give her she still flew away with a rich man sometimes I wonder what dad was thinking when he decided to marry her didn't he see this coming or he just decided to ignore it think he could cope with it , shaking her head how foolish can love be,I so much miss my gem.

if not for dads parents we would had been together, but they suggested he gets married even tho dad tried to oppose they still kept on nagging him if not for the fact that I was moved and that I love dad more cause of his senses of humor I wouldn't had agree with that marriage, but what could I do I couldn't let dad suffer more,he was already heartbroken from his wife leaving for another man, and now the parents are nagging not wanting to cause more trouble for him since I am the elderest in the family I gave the go ahead but dad didn't still budge cause of the love he has for mom, and I wonder why love is foolish like after everything he still claimed he loves her and wouldn't get married or probably just wait for her or die waiting for her, sometimes I feel like poking dad head to open it and see what is inside.

when I and my siblings couldn't take it any longer we kept on asking dad to get married cause the trouble from the family where to much and I kinda wonder why they trouble him so much not like the family has a company in which they want to pass to so they are asking him to get married or probably maybe they want to will something, after much pesteration dad got married never in our life did we imagine the woman to be so cruel, after they got married the woman became a nagging woman just exactly like mom, but dad never loved her so he didn't please her,at a point I wonder if dad was unlucky with women first and second wife where the same now.

but seems this woman case was different trying to turn dad back against us, she tried so many times and dad kept on telling if you want to love me and stay in this house and this, you should love my children,I don't know if the lady used black magic on dad and it seems her plan worked cause dad started doing everything the woman wanted all of a sudden dad turned into a to robot and it worry me to the core to no that.

feeling that the house wasn't safe for I and my siblings anymore,we left the house and that was how we ended up in grandma Zita place grandma who happens to be my mom step mom, fortunately grandma Zita is sick with a heart disease since three years we have been giving her medication lately we don't even know if she can last pass this year the money the doctors are demanding is too much for a person like us to afford our paper business couldn't even give us up to twenty pounds a day, even our savings isn't up to that amount,I don't really want grandma Zita to die