WHO AM I

So dark where am i?

I feel so stuffed. It's dark, i can't move. Wait have i been kidnapped no impossible aren't I supposed to be dead. After that incident chances of survival is in the negatives. But i'm still alive although wait i can't breathe but i don't feel any any pain in my lung. Am i a vampire no i just i can feel my heart beat. Jeez why is it so cramped up in here. And I think i am hearing someone else's heartbeat.

"~Mmmhmm, mmhmmhmm. Oh dear baby i'll keep you safe. I'll guide you show your way out. Oh little one i'll shield you. Make you strong so whatever life might throws at you, you will get up and face it with a brave heart. Yes a brave heart you shall have my little one. Rest well the telling what tomorrow might hold so please save your strength.~"

This song i don't know why but it set my hay wired mind to rest. Just let me rest in this peaceful moment. That angelic voice, it has the power to soothe the most troubled heart. Soon i feel my consciousness drifting away until it finally gone.

Suddenly i feel as if a painful force crash on me. Damn it i have to escape before it crushes me. I instinctively start thrashing about in other to escape this prison. Suddenly I see a faint light hopefully it's the way out.

Once out i notice i can barely see and that i can't breath. Suddenly i feel myself being turned over my head facing down ugh finally i can breath. Wait i feel light who is carrying me?

I feel something sticky on my face. Ew, I try wiping whatever is on my face but wait, blood. What prank is this....wait my hands why are they so small and why does this woman look so big.

Still in a state of confusion when the woman gives me a wash and put me in a blanket?

What the hell is going on hear? Wait small, blanket blood.....oh hell no.

Wait did a birth just take place and did i come out of the... No impossible I am not sure but I think I blurily saw a an opened belly saw phew I didn't come out from there.

But this is certainly not my body at least not the one i remember.

Who am I? Where am I? Or rather What am I?

But wait like i said i did die so...oh boy. Figured, I was reborn.

Alas Tatiana you have finally put me in one of your comics.

After coming to this conclusion I notice that the woman who looks to be my nanny has already put me in a girly baby clothing. My eyes a blurry jeez...baby eyes?

I am then carried back to what looks to be my mother she takes me up i can tell she is crying but i can barely make up her face.

"My baby girl mommy loves you so much however circumstances do not permit us to be together. You must grow up to be strong no matter what happens you are never feel alone no matter what. And keep this in mind survive no matter what. My blessings are with you wherever you may find yourself I will always be by your side. I felt her warm lips on my forehead. I feel a tear from her eyes land on my cheek. And please no matter what never hate your father I know."

I don't know but the is this feeling of warmth radiating from her. The woman speaks in a strange language and this is coming coming from someone who speaks more than thirty languages.

She then puts on amulet around my neck and smiles as she continues her sermon.

"You are my pride. No matter what anyone says you are my no matter what anyone says remember that you special."

Her word made tears i didn't mean to have fall down my face. Huh how strange i just met her but I feel attached huh how strange.

She hugs me for a while when i realize that her grip around me gradually became weaker Until she finally loses her strength the nanny catches me before i fall.

"Oh dear sis *sniff." I can hear the nurse crying. Huh she must have known the woman...I mean my mother.

The attendants cover the woman's entire body face included. That could only mean one thing... dead.

I am taken to another room where i am kept into a crib. The nanny sits and sobs for a while, another woman who looks to be a maid enters the room, she is also crying.

Suddenly I feel my stomach growl in my stomach. How in the world do babies say their hungry...oh right hehehehe.

*WAAAWAAAAAWAAA* I start crying and thrashing around.

"Oh dear she is hungry." The woman finally stops crying and pays attention to me.