I Want You

Randy's pov

My mood is chaotic, events at home make me uncomfortable. I don't know why since this morning my mind started to mess up, the clock shows 10 p.m. and now the atmosphere in my office is getting quiet.

Inside my brain says I have to let Cherlly go but my heart doesn't.

I got to meet him even if only once, before their wedding.

Sugar...

"Hello"

"Hi Cher, I can meet you for a while. At least before you become my sister's"

"For what? You already know I'm your future sister-in-law"

"Why did you block my number?" I asked frustrated

"Because you bothered me. Obviously!!" Her answer

"I was the first to know you, why don't you give me a chance"

"You left me if you don't forget. I thought you were just playing games and you wouldn't be this serious with me. Five years is not a long time to wait for you, my virtual friend. I'm not a girl who betrays her partner easily, I just according to reality"

"What are Rafiz's strengths? Until you are like that with him"

"He didn't leave me and wasn't cowardly to admit his feelings to me. And he can accept me as I am with all my flaws. So please don't tarnish your image in front of Rafiz and your family. We can be friends."

"You mean?"

"Only friendship that I can offer you. The rest I can't. Because I'm already tied to someone. You should respect my decision"

"But Cher....." and the phone was cut off

I took the car keys and rushed off somewhere. Only in that place maybe my mind can run normally, hopefully, according to my expectations.

I'm confused with myself, why I can be this crazy with a girl.

I don't know what's on my mind right now, I have to meet him.

Meanwhile,

Cheryl pov

My😍

Are you home?

Me

Not yet, you don't have to pick me up. I'm a bit late because My work

My😍

It's not cool. I miss you...😆😆😆

Me

Cih..😎😎 but I miss

My😍

It doesn't happen,

Me

just look for a new one

My😍

What? You are been taken by me, sis. Want me to drag a mate?

Me

How do you want to drag my mate? The mate is still chatting with me.

My😍

Can you, Ms. cashier, become Baper

(Baper is bringing the feeling)

Me

Bapel??? eat first.... bapel why not update to me

My😍

Hungry....not Bapel....😅🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄Lucky Love, if it wasn't already beaten up

Me

.....

I put my smartphone in my jacket pocket. I don't know why I feel bad like something bad will happen to me. Hopefully, it's just a hunch.

I try positive thinking, entertain myself. Although today the weather looks unfriendly, the rain fell sweetly accompanying my way to the boarding house. And sure enough, when I was heading to the boarding house, someone bumped into me. Instantly my mind went blank

At first glance it looks rafiz, but...

I was wrong, he's Randy.

He suddenly came to hug me, embracing my body in the pouring rain. I was surprised to receive his embrace, spontaneously threw away the umbrella I was holding.

"I'm sorry Cher, I can't accept all of this yet," he said as he never let go of his hug.

My brain wanted to push this body, but not my heart which felt sorry for its state.

Because I know, it feels like one-sided love. Pain and wounds.

I patted his shoulder lightly, reassuring him. Channel positive energy. I hope he stops relying on me. I want him to be happy too.

I felt her tears fall with the raindrops. Tears of despair, flowing silently without a trace but sure.

"You know the reason I kept away from you. I don't hate you, I just keep my heart for Rafiz and your relationship with Rafiz. I don't want your relationship to get worse, please forget about me. At least we can be friends"

Randy let go of his arms and stared at me in silence,

"Fine, if that's what you want. I hope you and Rafiz can be happy. I will try to be happy for both of you"

"Thank you, maybe for you I am the best. But God must have prepared the best mate for you and that's not me"

He smiled and left me in silence.

I took a deep breath, finally Randy gave up. At least that's what I hoped, I didn't want my relationship with Rafiz to go bad.

I was getting ready to enter the boarding house, and I felt someone put his head on my shoulder.

Randy??? he hasn't left or...

"You....."

"It's me, sis, why are you surprised?" asked a familiar voice to my ears, while he kissed my cheek

"Rafiz...."

Instantly my brain went blank,

Rafiz changed his position, now I'm in his cage.

Oh my God, did he see it all?

"Are you taking a shower?" he asked casually

"How long have you been there?" I asked without answering the question

"What do you mean?" he asked back

"How long have you been?" I asked again full of misgivings. I was like a thief who was caught carrying evidence of stolen goods and was ready to be judged by the residents.

"I've come a long time ago. I'm just in the car. It's fun watching live Korean dramas..." He answered casually

"Don't you get me wrong, Randy and I are okay. We were, ouch, how do you explain it?"

"So this is the reason you don't want me to pick you up?" he asked a little sarcastically

"It's not what you think, I can explain. Don't get me wrong first."

When I try to explain. My brondong suddenly hugged me, gosh..is today the national hug day??

"Thank you, you still choose me," he said.

"Ha???" aren't you mad?" I asked giddily

"Want me mad? Hmm...."

I just shook my head and hugged him back

"Thank you, you have believed in me, Bro..."

"At least you invite me in, for tea," he asked

We went into my boarding house. I immediately changed my wet clothes, and I gave Rafiz's shirt that I had borrowed from him. Our current condition is very awkward, even though I know he believes in me. But I'm still afraid of him and Randy fighting. Their relationship is already bad, I don't want their relationship to get worse. I hope everything will get better,

"Here's the tea," I said while giving the tea to Rafiz

"Thank you, dear," he said sweetly,

"After this, you go straight home huh? I don't like it if you stay here for a long time?"

"Expel???"

"No, don't get me wrong, honey. I don't like the other boarding house kids. You're here tonight, if we get suspected again, how about we do it?"

"We're going to get married soon."

"Is it that easy?"

"Hehehe... yes after this I'm going home, but make me noodles, okay? I'm hungry"

"Let's just go to your apartment, then stop by the shop to buy noodles. Right here the general kitchen is downstairs." I offered

"Good suggestion, let's go home"

"Turn to the apartment. Just say you want to take me to your apartment"

"I miss you dear, don't you know where I was burned with jealousy"

"Sir... you're talking about it again"

"Just kidding honey, I believe in you" he said while stroking my hair