Chapter Twenty-Three

_Lisa POV_

I have nothing to do in this house after I ate my breakfast I don't know what to next I'm just lazy to do anything maybe due to my pregnancy to be honest I don't like it having a baby inside your tummy without your knowing worst is it's came from to thee unexpected person and worst thing I don't know what life waiting to me did Jennie still love me the way she love me before I can abort this child just for her but she don't like that idea did she accept it because me? I don't know if i consider it as my child they ruined my future with his bastard dad they ruined everything my dream my Jennie I supposedly enjoy my life if i carrying this bean inside my tummy that caused ignoring me by Jennie I'm not that bad but it's remind how my life miserable that night it's nightmare for me how i forgot that night if this growing baby inside me remind of that , I'm scared to my parents what reaction they have knowing that their daughter is pregnant and got raped by his best friend who believing in that only my unnies and best friend I don't know if Jennie believe in me if i tell her everything hayst!😪

I woke up because i feel hungry and it's lunch time and i smell something delicious where did it came from I get up and heading to the kitchen then I saw a food ' did Jennie went home without me knowing' maybe yes and she left already and she just cooked for me hmm I'm done eating and suddenly " starving?" I look to that direction where the voice came it's Jennie why she's here she probably in school right now " yeah, I don't know how to cook and order some food but I forgot that I don't have phone in me. Thank you for the food" I stand up and bowed to her she's still mad so I need to do it although she's my girlfriend I did wrong so here's my consequences " try to learned how to cook because not all the time I cook for you you're old enough and besides you know how to make a baby then how to cook you don't know" yeah it's hurt insulting me but I need to be strong and I want my Jennie back but how I just cry while looking down i can't face her " just wash that dishes and I have something to discuss to you" then she left I this I want to curse this baby and that jerk did I do wrong before to deserve this life I want hug from my Chaeyong and Jisoo unnie I miss them .

" Tomorrow you're starting you're home schooled and don't worry about anything its settled and btw Ms. Park say that she missed you same to Jisoo for now you're not allowed to use phone except weekend but only to contact your friends and your unnies. Understand?" She's being strict parents to me I need to obey her it's life I choose to be with her " I understand, but how I contact my parents to ask there permission about this" I'm scared to them but I need to know them but not all details just staying here in Jennie's house " I forgot about that, let's talk about that next day I'm tired " then she stand up and walked to her room I left alone .

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