Ep80 - Still Upset

You walk and sit at your place. After a while, Jungkook walk in and take a sit beside you.

Jungkook: Are you feeling better today?

You ignore him and do some revision.

Jungkook: Hawasa ? Don't ignore me.

Hawasa: I'm already okay. Even though i still feel weak, i have to act like a strong person.

You said annoy.

Jungkook: What are you talking about?

He look at you.

Jungkook: You really think that our affection toward you is a fake.

You look at him and nod. Then, he laugh.

Jungkook: Hawasa, our love is real.

Hawasa: I don't believe you.

After a while, the teacher come in and start teaching. Your hand still trembling whenever you saw your past step brother. But now, you try to control your own self so you don't have to depend to BTS anymore.

After the bell ringing for lunch sign, you quickly keep your things and walk out from there. Jungkook try to chase you. He able to catch you up. He walk beside you.

Jungkook: Are you still upset with what Tae hyung says?

Hawasa: I know i am an outsider, but if you guys don't love me, why did you guys stop me when i want to move out.

He hold your wrist and make you stop walking.

Jungkook: Because we do love you, Hawasa.

Hawasa: Yeah. Everyone can say it but only few people can prove it.

You pulled back your hand and walk away. Jungkook still follow you from behind. Both of you went inside the cafeteria. You walk to Yiren and IU table after you take your food.

Hawasa: Hi, girls.

Yiren + IU: Hi, Hawasa.

Yiren: Are you okay, Hawasa?

Hawasa: Yeahh..i'm fine. Why?

IU: Your face looks so pale.

Yiren put her palm at your forehead.

Yiren: You're having a fever?

Hawasa: A bit only.

Yiren: You said a bit? Your body is burning, Hawasa.

IU: How can your brothers let you go to school?

You stay silent when she says that.

IU: You should let them know.

You just smile at her.

Hawasa: IU, can i hang out at your house today?

IU: Did your brothers allow you to do that?

Hawasa: I don't need their permission to do anything.

You said while play with your food.

Yiren: Did you argue with your brothers?

Hawasa: Can we not talk about them?

IU: Okay.

Then, all of you eat together. You was not in good mood to talk. Especially about BTS.

SKIPPED TO AFTER SCHOOL

You were keeping your book in your  locker when Jimin walk to you. He standing next to you but you ignore him.

Jimin: Let's go home, Hawasa.

He said.

Hawasa: I'll go home by myself.

Jimin: It's dangerous if you walk alone.

You give up.

Hawasa: Fine.

Jimin: That's my sister.

He want to pat your head but you backward a bit. Jimin shocked when you did that.

Hawasa: I'll see you at usual place.

You lock your locker and walk away. You get inside the car when BTS came to pick you up. You wear your earphone and stare outside the window.

But, they didn't drive home. You don't want to care about that. So, you just stay silent only. You close your eyes so you won't have any talking with them.