Ep28 - Disgust

You just stay in your room all night. When you remember what happen at the party. You cry. You run to your bathroom, you fill the bathtub with water. And you sit in the bathtub without taking off your outfit. You rub your body because you feel dirty.

Hawasa: Arghh !

You shout as you crying hard. You were sobbing alone. Your face and arm have turned red because you rub it hard.

JIMIN POV

I bring Hawasa some food since she skip dinner. And i want to apologize to her. When i enter her room, nobody there. I was about to get out but i hear someone scream. I barge in the bathroom. What i see make my heart hurts. I saw Hawasa rub her skin until it turn red. So, i run to her.

Jimin: Hawasa, stop ! You hurting yourself.

I try to convince her.

Hawasa: Go away !

She push me away. But i come closer to her again.

Jimin: Don't be like this.

Hawasa: I feel dirty ! I feel disgust !

She shout.

Hawasa: I still can feel his touch !

She crying out of her heart. I can't see her like this. If only i didn't leave her, then all this won't happen.

END OF JIMIN POV

Suddenly the other BTS members come in. They were shocked to see your condition.

Jhope: What's going on ?

He ask in panic.

Jin: Yahh Jimin ! What are you doing?

Jimin: I do nothing. Can you help me to calm her down first?

He spoke.

Jin: Hawasa, stop this.

Hawasa: Don't touch me. I'm dirty.

She said while crying.

Yoongi: Don't say like that. Please come out from the water. You'll catch a cold later.

Hawasa: No.

Taehyung: All of you step out first.

He orders.

Namjoon: What are you going to do?

Taehyung: Don't worry. I won't hurt her.

All of them step outside the bathroom. So, it's just Taehyung and you alone in the bathroom.

Taehyung: Come out this instant.

He order you.

Hawasa: No ! Please just leave, oppa.

Taehyung: Are you sure with your answer?

Hawasa: Why do you want to care about me? You hate me after all. Just let me die.

Taehyung: I won't let you die, Hawasa. So now, come out from the bathtub.

Actually, among BTS members, you scared a lot of Taehyung and Jimin. You shake your head as tears didn't stop flowing. Taehyung sighed and walk closer. He holds your arm.

Taehyung: Come. I'll help you.

Hawasa: You must be happy to see me in this condition, right.

He just look at you and ignore it. He make you get up slowly. You standing in front of him.

Taehyung: Let's me help you.

You burst into tears. Taehyung slowly take you into his embrace. He didn't care if his shirt wet because of you. You are more important right now for him.

He wrap your hand at his neck. Then he carries you out from the bathtub in bridal style. You still sobbing in his embrace .

He takes you out of the bathroom. The rest of BTS members were surprised with his gesture. He places you on your bed. Namjoon wrap your body with towel.

Jin: Let me put new bandage at your feet.

Hawasa: I can do myself. You guys can leave.

Jin: Hawasa, let me do it.

You give up . You let Jin do it.

Jin: Hawasa, eat something, okay? You didn't eat anything. We worry about you.

Hawasa: I don't want it. Please leave, oppa. I wanna rest.

Taehyung: Jimin, give me the food tray.

He said as he sat on your bed. Jimin pass the food tray to Taehyung. He start to feeding you gently.

Jungkook: Why you are so nice, Taehyung?

Taehyung: I'm always nice, you know.

Namjoon: I doubt it.

Jin: Hawasa, take a rest after this, okay? Do you need one from us to stay with you tonight?

You shake your head as you munch the food slowly.

Hawasa: You guys should go. You guys must be worn out, right?

Yoongi: Don't worry about us.

Taehyung keep feeding you. You already finish eating. You went to change your clothes when BTS change your bed sheet.

BTS except Jimin and Taehyung kiss your forehead and hug you before they leave your room. You sit in your bed, hug your knee and cry. You didn't have sleep at all.