5. Monster

I am shattered.

I am broken enough 

And people are  still trying to kill me . 

They each day remind me of my awful looks, 

I wish I would tell them ,

I am broken enough to ,

Not be able to get up in this life ,

I just don't get what they want from me ,

Should I just kill myself infront of them.

For them I am just a monster from the hills.

Who they just want to kill. 

Please listen to my screams at midnight,

How my guilt stabs me every night , 

How I hurt myself each night,

Why don't they get it . 

My anxiety won't let me hurt you .

I am sorry but it pains . 

I am cursed to be a monster,  

I starve of kindness , 

 Why are people so mean to me .

Do they even know me .

I am created with flesh and blood , 

Just as you are created , 

I live in the hills alone , 

And cry myself to sleep. 

One morning I woke up tied to ropes. 

Sharp objects pierced through my heart. 

I cried for , I begged humans don't kill .

More then their daggers ,

Their words hurt. 

They prayed for me to die . 

I prayed with them too.