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My Past Lives' Regrets(BL)

Zone is an ordinary man who lived his life normally with a master's degree in fine arts . As an artist , he have a creative mind , he puts his thoughts to an art . But he knew that he was abnormal . He would dream of someone else's life whenever he sleeps . Although he asked a specialized doctor about the cause of these strange dreams he never got the answer of the mystery . He could only turn his dreams into art and make money with it . But Zone never thought that his life would be so short , he died in heart attack after he learned that his girlfriend cheated on him . Opening his eyes again , his expression remained emotionless since he still thought he was dead . But then , he realized he was supposed to have been estinguished and return to the nature without consciousness . Yet here he was , his sight was bright and clear that he is still alive . Unfortunately , he discovered to his surprise that he is in the body of the boy in his dreams . One of the terrifying dreams that made him suffer in one of the nights . A man with clear blue eyes and silky black hair glanced at him lazily . " Killing is allowed at 12 o clock midnight . So most of the students locked their dorm tight to avoid being assassinated . " Zone gulped , in this world full of daggers and poison how could he survive? Zone would have never thought that in the future , he would inhabit the bodies he had always dreamed before at night . But ... What will he do , now that he noticed that he's becoming more like a psychopath ever since the first world? Will he kill his lover? Or ... Become a cold monster with no empathy?

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Second Arc Chapter 2.1 ( Interstellar Beast World )

The whole world was dark and Zone couldn't see anything , nor could he feel his control over his body . A few seconds passed before vague images starts flashing upon his sight .

A silver haired red eyed slender man knelt on the ground while a half naked man sat on a bed full of red marks from an intense night .

The same dream as he had dreamt when he was still 17 years old in the Sealed Campus . The same dream he had dreamt in his past life as a normal artist . Emotions surged out of his chest as Zone could feel his control over his body gradually coming back , but foreign emotions brewed within his heart . As if he was the one who became heartbroken by the revelation of his fiance's betrayal .

It was strange to him , who did not feel deep emotions for along time .

" Young master ... please wake up "

The silver haired young man sleeping on the white soft bed groaned and turned to his back from sleeping sideways . Slowly opening his lids , a crimson iris made its appearances . Zone who had just woken up from the darkness noticed the warm orange glow on the ceiling . Somehow , he had the feeling of Deja Vu .

The young man suddenly glared at the personal assistant standing at the edge of the bed .

Before Zone could ask the man who he was , he instinctively stopped and calmed down . " Sorry , i thought there was an intruder . "

The personal assistant who had his heart almost leaped out of his throat trembled and shakingly nodded in understanding . " I-i don't mind it young master , it's g-good that young master is vigilant . "

Seeing the weak appearance of the personal assistant he suddenly want to play with him . However he quickly stopped himself since he currently does not know his situation .

Strange memories started pouring down unto his mind . The memories were no unfamiliar to him as some scenes coincided with his previous dreams . So , this time ... Zone became young master Duan Li of the Duan Family  .

Duan Family are known for their eye-catching Arctic Fox Bloodline . They are known for being Shy and Wary yet also cunning and smart . They may not be as powerful as other family bloodlines , Duan Family had never produced ugly children . Their beauty were top notch and sought-after to become their bride or groom .

This time however , the original owner of his current body was the one who was married to the Hu Family which was known as ferocious tigers .

The man in his dream have a white tiger bloodline in his body and was known as , Hu Jie. An astounding young man admired by many .

However , that Hu Jie met an accident during his travel to planet Muze . His spacecraft exploded and found himself in a backward planet with no signal connection to the capital star and his memory was lost temporarily There he met a beautiful woman with a weak bloodline of a mouse and fell inlove with each other after taking care of each other in the wild . His name also became Yang Wei after that female named him. 

It is a typical love story of a mysterious male lead and a beautiful female lead on the path of farming and returning to the capital to dominate the mass .

Sighing , he removed the quilt over his body and went to the bathroom . " Go out , I'm already awake.  "

" Y-yes " Cui Bojing hurriedly exited the room and breathe out .

" Young master is so scary.  "

Cui Bojing had a bloodline of a rabbit and he's easily scared to some people with more powerful bloodline. He's fortunate enough to have stumbled upon the job to become Young Master Duan Li's personal assistant .

Staring at his new hair color on the mirror Zone couldn't help but chuckle when he remembered his overreaction when he first transmigrated . His fox eyes were a bit puffy and bent due to drowsiness . Zone wished he could go back to sleep and take a rest . He had just watch a movie with Jiro then suddenly died without notice , Zone somehow felt that it's a pity .

When he was still the Demon Zone , he have a peach blossom eyes that looked innocent but was destroyed by his red iris which made him look calculative scheming innocent man at a young age and a bewitching guy at early 20's .

Now , looking at his narrowed fox eyes . Zone chuckled in amusement . " 60 percent similar to my original face if my current silver haired is dyed black . " 

Fox eyes , red iris , high thin nose , same heart shaped lips and perfect v shape jaw . He could only say , stunning . A stunning bewitching fox indeed .

Zone didn't remain idle and immediately washed up before exiting the bathroom and took a change of clothes. 

He climb down from the stairs and headed to the dining hall . There he saw a family of three gathered around the table preparing to eat their breakfast . Seeing as their youngest has arrived they greeted him a good morning one after another .

" Yo! What a pleasant morning to all of you , mom , dad and brother.  " Zone cheerfully greeted with a warm casual smile .

The red haired woman smiled gently and waved her hand.  " Come and sit down , so we can dig in already.  "

Zone nodded and took a seat beside the Eldest son of the Duan Family . Duan Jiayi  .

Sweeping his eyes around the three people , he smiled and started digging in .

That's when Duan Xiaoli , the silver haired man beside the woman talked . " Li-er , when will you get married? "

Zone paused and smiled he lifted the fork in his hand and swallowed the meat steak he had just sliced and chuckled . " Dad must be excited to welcome a new family member . Don't worry dad , I'll do my best to find some suitable partner to have a baby with . "

If the previous owner were the one to have been asked by this old man . Duan Li would have already suggested Hu Jie's name to get his hands .

But not the same for Zone , Zone already knows that Hu Jie was never interested towards him, a fox . Although foxes were beautiful , it did not hinder the fact that Duan Li was a guy and couldn't give birth to a baby as a female fox does .

It's not that Zone really cares , all of his thoughts were to take vegeance and hurt Hu Jie's feelings for the sake of Duan Li's wishes . But for now , he'll date some beautiful ladies first before taking care of that bastard . Duan Xiaoli's coincided with his boredom too , dating someone isn't bad.  It's been a long time since he had taken care of a delicate lover. 

Lai Xiurong's eyes sparkled immediately and brightly smiled " That's good my son , if you ever find yourself a lover . Immediately bring her back here then let's discuss about engagement after.  " 

Zone chuckled and nodded , indulging his anxious parents who wants to have their grandchildren already. Later on Lai Xiurong and Duan Xiaoli glared at their Eldest son , Duan Jiayi for remaining bachelor at his age of 30 .

Duan Jiayi coughed and immediately drink his juice . " Cough , it's not my fault for not being able to meet a compatible woman to have a marriage with, you know . "

The trio started arguing while Zone remained silent , no one even notice how stoic his expression was compared to the previous warm smile .

After the breakfast , Duan Li/Zone leisurely exited the mansion and hopped on to his suspension car before driving towards the capital while Cui Bojing was left at the mansion pitifully .

Humming a pop song he had learned after he escaped from the sealed campus , Zone occasionally swept his eyes over the novel things he discovered along the way . Unlike the era he stayed at the previous world , this world's era must be the infamous interstellar era of the fictions .

Suspension Cars floated and fly passed him while the beautiful tall buildings stood erect while connected with each other , skylanes , curved roller coaster like roads and bridges . Such a grand scene could only be seen on sci-fi movies .

There are also LED Billboards that showed ads and live broadcast of every televisions channels.  Zone suddenly felt lively and parked his suspension car before coming out with a charming smile.  He is currently dressed in a black turtleneck sweater that clung to his slender figure tightly and even showed traces of abdominal muscles occasionally and tight pants that hugged his slender long legs as he walked like an eye catching model.  Hanging over the bridge of his delicate straight nose is a sun glass that blocked his red iris from the sight of the passersby. 

Zone whistled and entered the mall with a gentle smile . When a beautiful woman passed by , Zone would nod to them and flash a clean white teeth as his kissable lips stretched wide charmingly.  Those who witnessed such gentle charming smile felt their hearts beating quickly as they had only one thought within their mind . That is ' I have fallen inlove at first sight today '. 

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In a wide and gigantic hall , a gigantic dragon could be seen slumbering with its majestic body coiled in circle. It's scale color is gold with a tint of silver luster , it looked dangerous and intimidating .

A second later , that dragon suddenly opened its big sharp eyes . Golden iris swept over the place before its body moved . Its long neck stood up as the head moved around , yet it suddenly paused when he saw its own body.  Bewilderment flashed in a fleeting moment upon its golden iris before calming down .

Its eyes then turned dull before sighing.  " I transmigrated again . "

A flash of golden light flashed as the majestic dragon body disappeared replaced by a golden haired golden eyed asian man .

Jiro clenched his fist and lossened it back and fort to get used to his body quickly . The gigantic golden door suddenly opened as dozens of men entered and immediately knelt in one knee. 

" Congratulations on your majesty's successful breakthrough . "

" Congratulations on your majesty's successful breakthrough. "

" Long Live the great emperor of the Beastman Empire ." 

Jiro chuckled in amusement . He didn't expect for his identity to be an emperor on this lifetime .

He waved his hand to shut these man up . " I have heard mine subjects' congratulatory . "

" What does his majesty planned to do? "

Jiro thought about it for a while before saying . " Prepare all the piled up works to my office.  I'll settle it all in a whole month . "

" Also , inform all the ministers for a meeting . "

The long brown haired man at the side wearing thick spectacles nodded before mobilizing all the personnels .

Jiro swept his eyes over the remaining people and coldly stated . " You may now all go out . "

In a blink of an eye , all the remaining people disappeared . Climbing on the stairs to the golden throne , he took a seat gently before massaging his temples .

Memories after memories flashed within his mind and digested it with a bit of difficulty .

[ Soul Binding Successfull ]

[ Congratulations on meeting the requirement to unseal system 12. ]

Requirement: Complete the hidden mission. Escape out of the Sealed School of Demons together with the main protagonist without the help of the system . (Completed)

[ I welcome the descendant of the Realm Agents to our journey of world hopping.  ]

[ My name is Doze , serving you as your assistant advanced artificial intelligence . ]

" Hmmm "

Doze is indeed an artificial intelligence as it had revealed quite a lot of information to him . Jiro could conclude from what it said that the system was somehow related to Realm Agents , but he really doesn't know what a realm agent is .

" Doze ... Is it? Twelve? "

[ Correct ]

" Were you the one who brought me to that place? "

[ Do you mean the Sealed School of Demons? It was indeed me who brought you there.  ]

" For what reason? "

[ You're death has triggered a program within me to partially awaken and send you to a trial world to harvest fate energy as a fuel to run myself.  ]

" So you originally doesn't have any energy reservoir to awaken completely? That's why you sent me there and complete the mission and gain energy , for you as a fuel? "

[ You are indeed correct about that . ]

" Then what's the benefit i will receive in exchange of getting your fuel? "

[ That already went to the boundary of your life secrets and I am not permitted to give you information regarding that . ]

[ But all i can say is ... Your identity as the general of world with an ancient timeline wasn't your real identity.  ]

[ Just like the student , Jiro Takahashi.  Both of it wasn't your real vessel . But vessels really doesn't matter to a Realm Agent like you . However ... @##)@!#) oh sorry , the secrecy censoring program has automatically activated . ]

[ About the exchange we systems and real agents have . Realm Agents gather fuels for us while we systems train you for an unknown reason and strengthen you at all aspects . Wether skills , wits , experience , martial arts , magic etc . We serve as your guides and mission givers to evaluate your qualifications as a true and qualified realm agent . ]

" So there's also realm agents like me on other side of the universe , gathering fuels and training to become a qualified realm agents? "

[ ... There's only a few handful of realm agents like you Master , however , there's indeed someone like you out there doing the same thing as you . ]

[ ... ] Doze was about to say something again but stopped itself for fear of getting taken advantage of .

" Hmm , is there a possibility that i would meet a fellow realm agent like me in a world ? "

[ Everything is possible , Master . A mere system like me couldn't fathom the possibilities and impossibilities in a vast universes out there . ]

Jiro secretly thought , At least this system is humble unlike the systems he had read from the last world after the escape .

Speaking of the last world , Jiro couldn't help feeling depressed . He really regretted not realizing his silly feelings for Zone before . He himself knew that Zone was becoming more and more of a sociopath due to the environment and sociopaths won't ever learn how to love after they completely became one . Despite Zone falling inlove with him at the early stage , it's not surprising for Zone to become more apathetic as time passed by in an unhealthy environment such as that school .

Sociopathy and Psychopathy rates were the highest inside that school and its obvious that Zone became one after growing up there hunting every night for 10 years and half. 

Jiro also noticed how Zone did not react nor blushed when they kissed outside the movie theater . Jiro massaged his temples and clicked his tongue in regret . How he wish he could turn back time and save Zone from completely turning Sociopath .

[ Master must be reminiscing about the main protagonist  am i right? ]

" He was the main protagonist? "

[ Yeah , he was originally an artist in a modern world . But after he witnessed the betrayal of his girlfriend named Shiela . He died from heart attack and transmigrated over to the body of his +#?;;#)@? Oh ... Censored ]

" So who i am ? "

[ You were supposed to be the second male lead and fall inlove with the supporting female , Shi Yuanjun.  ]

" ... Shi Yuanjun , the Mathematics teacher? "

After Shi Yuanjun graduated , she became a lecturer of college students teaching mathematics. 

[ She was supposed to fall inlove with you due to your quiet personality.  However , you went Out of Character after becoming a famous playboy in your Senior High year.  ]

" ... "

" Then who was his female lead? "

[ Shade ... It was a BL world , master . ]

[ However , due to some circumstances . Shade did not completely fall inlove with Zone due to your agreement of the kissing scene in which made Zone fell inlove with you instead of Shade . ]

[ Imagine , a supposed to be inexperienced straight modern person getting kissed by a handsome good kisser like you . Who wouldn't fall inlove? ]

[ It is ridiculous to think that Zone's heart was easily captured by you . But don't forget , that Zone's heart was wounded by Shiela . Added by the demon school which made Zone unconsciously want protection from a stronger being . You pinning him on the wall with a strong aura , then kissing him aggressively made him turn bent . ]

[ Yet , you became a playboy instead and hurt his feelings . Which resulted in slight borderline symptoms . Did you ever noticed his jealousy and excessive doings of threatening your exes? It was you who made his unhealthy mental health worst . ]

" ... " Although , Doze was talkative he did not once spouted nonsense which made Jiro listen for a long time .

Doze made a point . If he did not kissed Zone? Would Zone have fallen inlove with him? or will the storyline not change ,and Shade and Zone will become together just like their supposed destination?....

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