CHAPTER 11

"Ah, yes more" he begged, he could feel the pair of lips suck at the crook of his neck making him whimper and moan at the same time.

Preed smiled seeing the reaction he had on his boyfriend, it was something that he always loved about their relationship, the way Earth would surrender to him like his body belonged to him.

A gasp escaped Earth's mouth once Preed pulled away from him, he could see the lust evident on his eyes, the way they darkened and hooded over made his body twitch.

"Preed" he softly says as his hand caresses Preed's cheek.

"I can wait Earth, we have all the time in the world" Preed replies softly.

Earth sat up on the bed, despite dating for too long, the two had not been sexually active, why? Because Earth wants to be with Preed in that way when his issues have resolved.

"I know but....i feel guilty"

Preed sighed and laid next to him, his fingers playing with Earth's shirt.

"Like i said, I'll wait. I love you Earth, this is not an important part of the relationship in our age"

Earth looked at his boyfriend, the one person who didn't judge him for what he wore, how he talked and what he ate because in Preed's eyes, he was perfect.

"I don't deserve you" he whispers.

A smile formed on Preed's face.

"It's me who doesn't deserve you, now come here and let me devour those lips"

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"You want to be with me?" Gan asked in disbelief, this man was blowing his mind.

"Yeah....or does my age bother you"

"No it's not that it's just....you're straight"

What? After everything the two have done then Gan says this? Sirichai looked him in the eyes.

"I was straight until i met you....like you said, you opened my eyes"

Gan chuckled, this couldn't be happening.

"Look, i was just messing with you, I'm sorry but i don't do love....if you want sex sure but relationship? No thanks"

There was an awkward moment of silence between the two males, Sirichai could feel his rushed heartbeat fill his ears.

"So you just wanted sex from me? That's all?"

"Yes....sorry"

"Don't be.....uhm, i guess I'll go now"

Gan watched him walk away without a goodbye, part of him wants to call out for him but then again he will be going against his vow.

"I'm sorry"

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Phichit watched Paitoon roam around his bedroom, the room was so big, Paitoon felt like his own house was just half the size of this room.

"You really like old school movies huh?" He teased looking at the DVD collection.

"Mn, especially this one" Phichit says picking one from the shelf.

"Titanic?" Paitoon says with a snort.

"Mn, the love story is really great, especially the end"

Paitoon sighed.

"Do you think....we'll be like them?"

The question made Phichit pause.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean like....Jack and Rose, do you think our love will be like theirs?"

"No...."

The response made him sad, so Phichit didn't see this as a long term thing?

".....but we can try"

That made him happy, he nods with a soft smile.

"So does that mean...."

Phichit chuckled.

"I guess so"

Paitoon blushed, was getting a boyfriend this easy? He felt happy to have someone on his side again, he just hopes that Phichit doesn't leave him.

"Do you want to stay for dinner?" Phichit asks making him shrug.

"Will your parents be happy to see me? Especially when your mother...."

"My mother moved out so don't worry"

"Oh....i hope she's safe"

Phichit sighed, this boy was too nice for his own good.

"Wait, how can we be boyfriends if we haven't kissed to seal the deal?"

Paitoon frowned.

"It's not a tradition so you'll have to wait i guess and you touched my butt today so enough skin contact"

"But-"

"No, you'll wait okay?"

He sighed in defeat.

"Fine"

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The door opened with a click and he was welcomed by the smell of lavender, he sighed.

"Mom? Dad? I'm home"

"In the living room" he heard his father reply.

With heavy feet, he made his way to the living room and saw his parents cuddled up on the couch.

"Good evening" he says before sitting down.

"Where were you? Did you find a girlfriend?" His mother teases.

"No....actually there's something i want to tell you guys"

"Okay, we're all ears" his father reassured.

He felt heavy, his mind raced with scenarios of what could possibly go wrong, the what if's.

"I....I'm gay"

Although the TV was on, the tension and silence in the room made it hard for it to be audible, he saw his parents look at him with wide eyes.

"You're gay? How do you know?"

"Because I'm attracted to a boy and I'm....dating him"

"Oh lord" she exclaimed feeling woozy. Earth sighed waiting for a response, his father looked at him.

"I think we need time to process this son, but know that we love and accept you" he says with a smile making his son smile back.

"I'll be in my room then" he whispers before rushing out to his room.

Ten minutes didn't even pass and he heard yelling downstairs, he knew what the argument was about but he found himself tiptoeing to the staircase to listen.

"Didn't you see how scared he was? He thought we were going to kick him out or something!" His father roared.

"He was right! I was going to kick the little faggot out, i will not support a thing like him"

Earth felt himself flinch at the words, his own mother....practically disowned him.

"You're selfish that's the thing, get it out of your head that Earth is going to marry that girl, i thought for a fashion designer you could tell things like this but you're just as bad as your sowing"

A slap echoed in the room making Earth gasp.

"Don't talk to me like that, if anyone knew you're practically the brains behind this brand we'll be ruined and you? You'll be labelled as what your son just confessed to be, a fag"

It was too much, he quickly ran to his room and locked the door, this couldn't be happening right now, how is he going to move on knowing what he just heard out there.

Before the dam of emotions could break, he heard his phone ring inside his backpack. His shaky hands opened the bag and he swallowed a lump that was stuck on his throat as soon as he saw the caller id, he picked up.

"Hello?"

"Hey babe, did you arrive safely?"

Preed, Preed was the only positive thing in his life right now.

"Preed....can you come pick me up?"

"Sure, I'll be there in 15"