Alexander Dandelion~

"Alexandria Dandelion..."

After looking at the mirror, I slowly sat down on the bed to gather my thoughts.

*So I transmigrated... To my own novel... And it just had to be this one. And I just had to be the villain... Though it's all goods, since all the characters have tragic lives. But this person that I'm in is ten times more tragic than all of the other characters! She- sigh...*

As I pinched my nose bridge, I heard a loud bang on the door as it opened.

A tall young man entered... And I couldn't help but freeze. The young man walked towards me while looking at me with cold eyes. He kept walking towards me and I couldn't look away from his eyes, neither did he look away from mine. He stopped Infront of me and finally spoke.

"Sister." He said gently yet coldly.

"Why are you calling me sister?... Who are you? Where am I? What's... happening?" I asked him without breaking eye contact, my stare unconsciously turned into a glare. Sigh, this person's muscle memory is mean itself.

The young man closed his eyes and sighed deeply. "Bring the physician." He ordered the maid with a demanding tone.

While waiting for the physician to arrive, he sat down on the chair beside my bed and sat straight. He looked at me once more and then looked away.

I couldn't help but sigh before leaning my head on the headboard. I kept looking at the man and studied him.

*My second male lead... Alexander Dandelion...* Was the first thing I thought of, the moment he entered the room. His long silver hair shining brightly under the sun, his golden eyes that's more precious than a jewel. And his fair skin that's clearer than glass.

-Pretty sure I gave him a crappy ending.

So yes, that man that's beside me right now with dashing looks... That's Alexander Dandelion... Alexandria's one and only... little brother. The 2nd male lead of the novel "Dreadful love". He's 20 years old and is the second child and only son of Duke Hendrix Conan Dandelion, Alexandria's Father.

He's always serious. He's also smart, handsome, kind, gentle. And of course, strict, mature and bossy. But he has that childlike personality to people he's deeply close with. And Alexandria and him weren't actually that close. Truthfully, Alex is cold to Alexandria. But he loves his family very much. Even though at times he's annoyed at Alexandria and even though she was evil he still loved her genuinely.

He's the successor of the dandelion duchy and is the captain of the royal knights of the Night empire. The emperor pardoned him and let him stay at the Duchy so he could focus on his family, and as consideration of what happened to Alexandria at the banquet.

While Alexandria was spreading false rumors about a count, the count lost his temper and pushed her strongly onto the ground, causing her to hit her head which caused her to lose consciousness.

Alexander's eyes was nailed on the door the whole time. A few minutes later, the maid arrived with the male physician and two other people. Looking at their uniforms, they are knights of the Night empire. If they came to escort that physician, he must be a person of great importance.

Alexander stood up and greeted the physician. "Apologies for my sudden invitation, Sir Lunelle Detriot."

I flinched as I heard the man's name. Lunelle Detriot is in his mid 30's and is the most famous and skilled physician in this novel world. The emperor himself thinks highly of this man, he has achieved numerous achievements and has accomplished tasks no other physicians has ever done. And his looks aren't that bad as well, but because he rejected every marriage proposal that the nobles has offered... He's still unmarried by now.

And... I uh... Killed him in the novel... Made him freeze to death while going on an expedition to find the specific plant as a cure for the king's disease. I actually feel guilty now that I'm seeing him in person...

The physician nodded at Alexander and walked towards me. Without warning, he grabbed my wrist and and held it. He put his thumb on my pulse and listened to it.

"Your vitals are stable." He said in a casual tone. He then looked at my eyes and asked me "What's your name, young lady?"

"I don't know." I said firmly while glaring at Sir Lunelle. "What do you remember, young lady?" He asked.

I pretended to think and eventually shook my head.

He nodded and turned to Alexander. "I'm afraid that the young lady is having complications with her memories. My conclusion tells me that when she hit her head it has injured her brain causing her memories to be blocked."

"Is there something we can do?" Alexander said with a tiny hint of worry. Either I was hallucinating or I'm crazy... Probably both.

Sir Lunelle simply said "We wait." Sir Lunelle nodded before walking out of the room followed by the knights. And the maid left soon after and closed the door.

Alexander and I was left in the room.

~Ten minutes later~

*... He's not saying anything!! Why won't he just leave?!-*

"Alexa." He said softly while looking outside the window. "Do you truly can't remember?"

I paused for a moment and looked at the window as well. "Yes."

I'm sorry for lying to you dear brother, but to at least survive a little, I must have amnesia. And also, Alexandria and I are way too different for me to pretend that I'm her. Having amnesia makes it at least a bit normal for my change of personality.

"I see." He glanced at me and then walked towards me.

*What? What? W- why is he coming closer? What-* I tightly closed my eyes. To my surprise, I felt a soft pat on my head. I opened my eyes and locked eyes with him.

I looked at his hand as he extended it. I looked up at him and swiftly looked back at his hands. "I am Alexander Dandelion, your little brother. Do call me Alex."

I gently shook his hand and looked at his eyes. " And I am?..." I asked softly.

"Miss Alexandria Dandelion, my older sister. May I have the permission to call you Alexa?"

"... Permission granted." I mumbled as I pulled my hand away.

He smiled slightly and nodded. "Rest well, Sister Alexa." He said as he left the room.

* What's wrong with my Alex? Did he perhaps hit his head as well? So out of character. He even patted my head. Tsk, tsk.*

So... If it's around the time when Count Regull and Alexandria's incident... Then I'm in the body of the 22 year old Alexandria Dandelion... She dies at the age of 25 because... -Not important.

Anyway, should I just die here? Maybe I'll be able to go back to the real world after... Ugh... But I'm not brave enough to die. So... I guess I'll just go with the flow and try not to die in the way I wrote it. And must definitely avoid the male leads.

*Sigh... What a drag... This must be a punishment for making my characters suffer so much. Ugh..* I sighed deeply as I ruffled my hair.

After processing all that's happened, I gently lied down and covered myself with a blanket. "'Tomorrow's gonna be a long day..." I blinked my eyes slowly and let my sleepiness take over.