I just got feeling that we will be alright and we will get over it i mean like i said in my previous story that i feel and i've notice few things but i just dont want to talk about it with him and ask him about that.
Because i think is not worth it to talk about that even deep down in my heart say it is important to ask him about that but if i use my brain is not worthy to talk about that 'cause its just some few things that i just found out about it.
I mean maybe its all because i love him so much and i want him so much in my life so i am just keep everything on me so its not gonna bother us because i dont want this kind of things affect our relationship even its consume me but i just i still put our relationship and his feeling in front and higher.
I just hoping that one day he will understand why i do all of that things its all because i love him so much and i dont want to lose him i just want him to be alwayse be by myside no matter what the reason is.
“Life isn’t always sunshine and butterflies. Sometimes you got to learn to smile through the pain.”