GLAD FOR HIM (::(

  I am glad for him because he finally finds the place he wants to and he been looking for this last couple of months since he ended the last one and I really glad and happy for him the place that he got its looks gorgeous and beautiful.

  But in the same time, I also feel so sad because its mean he going to be longer needed to be in there, well I don't know why I should be sad because of that I mean like literally he not going to be busy anymore (even I am not sure about that) for looking for places only just needed to wait for the settelement, but is not what is concern me the things is concern me is that I will need more time to see him again.

  I think that all is because I was really missed him so much and I really want him by myside right now and I needed his cuddle and I really need his warm body next to me right now, I know it sounds weird but I do really miss him and think about him all the time.

  I am so sorry for that I know it looks too much but that the way I am and I hope you will understand it Stevie, I really love you so much I was hoping we are living in the same continent and the same country so we didn't stay apart but I really love you so much no matter what happened I will fight this distance and the feeling of missing you all the time.

  Because all of that will be worth it when we meet again after a while and we can spend more quality time together when you are here with me and I just hoping to what we planned will be succeeded soon so I also can visit you there and specially I really want to see mom and talk to her also your other member of your family of course I want to get know them more close and better if it's alright with you Stevie.