Secret

I have a secret which i never tell my mom about it and i don't know how to tell her because i was really confusion and at the same time i don't want makes her get heartbroken and i don't want she be sad because she heard about this secret so i decide not to tell her until i was ready.

But also, this secret thing is makes me feel so bad because i didn't tell my mom about it but i can't do anything about it i feel guilty all the time i met her and i feel like i was really a bad child and i was really a bad person.