My Wish (2)

"Dear God ..

I just want a normal life. Like others.

I just want to be happy. Like others.

I just want to be loved. Like others.

Just how much I have to stand alone in my own world?

I feel so tired .. tired for everything.

People, Words, Emotion, Physical ..

I just want to die .."

-12 Sept 2018 _ Choi Ahra-

Diary is the most best friend Ahra had in her life .. and her parents. She never feel experience to has a true friends.

"Ahra, only you can change you life. No one can do for you. Even us, as you parents can't help you. We just can give you advice and support you. But it depends on you, dear. Please, remember that dear. We love you .. Choi Ahra."

She wiped her tear .

"I miss you appa. How I wish you and amma will stay forever with me here. I'm so sorry .. if I listen whats you said, you and amma will not involved accident. I'm so sorry.. really." She cried.

"Oh God, please give me a strength to walks in you road. I need to change."

She try to smile.

"Yes. God give me this life because He knew I'm were strong enough to live it."

Smile.