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My Last Apocalypse

I can't explain why or how this cycle repeats for me. Yet, what I do understand is each time I die, I return to the starting point, a zombie apocalypse, and continue my journey anew. In my first apocalypse, I overlooked the creeping signs of doom until overrun by zombies in my flat, where I perished in sheer terror. The second attempt to alert others of the impending chaos fell on deaf ears; labelled a lunatic, I fled the city, only to succumb to starvation and exposure alone in the wild. By the third go, I sought safety in wealth, collecting vast supplies, yet fell victim to a brutal gang. Now, understanding the key—precise foresight, survival skills, strict secrecy, and solitude—I see the purpose in reliving this collapse. This time, failure is not an option. This time, I will survive and outlive the apocalypse.

TK_Selwyn · Fantasy
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155 Chs

Lines between love and madness

The sound of hurried footsteps pursues us, breaking the silence of the snowy evening. Glancing back, I see the scavenger group closing in, their faces etched with desperation. Years of surviving in this harsh new world prepare me for confrontations like this, but they never get any easier.

Joon-ho and I come to an abrupt halt, turning to face our pursuers. The group, led by a tall woman with a knife, looks ready for a fight. "You took everything from the pharmacy," she accuses, her voice laced with anger and fear.

The group behind her brandishes their makeshift weapons, their demeanor aggressive yet tinged with an unmistakable fear. They aren't just angry about the stolen supplies; there's something more.

"We need the medicine as much as you do," I state calmly, my experience in these situations keeping my voice steady. "There's no need to escalate this. Nobody has to get hurt."

The woman's eyes flicker with panic. "You don't understand. If we go back empty-handed, Jae-sun will... He's not forgiving." Her voice trails off, a hint of dread in her tone.

Jae-sun. The name is unfamiliar to me, but the fear it invokes in her and her group speaks volumes. He must be some local power player who has risen amidst the chaos, I think.

Seeing the situation could turn violent, I discreetly draw my pistol. The group halts at its sight, their eyes widening. This is a language understood in the new world – the language of power and threat.

"Listen," I say firmly, keeping the gun pointed down as a warning rather than a threat. "I don't want trouble, but we won't be pushed around. Walk away now, and everyone stays safe."

The scavengers hesitate, their bravado faltering under the unspoken threat of the gun. Fear is evident in their eyes, a fear rooted deeper than the immediate confrontation. "Please," the woman's voice breaks, revealing her desperation. "Jae-sun, he will punish us..."

As they reluctantly back away, I can't help but ponder over this Jae-sun character. Another tyrant rising from the chaos, I presume. The world is full of them now, each trying to carve out their domain in a broken civilization.

Once they are gone, Joon-ho and I quickly resume our journey. The name Jae-sun lingers in my mind. He is an unknown factor, and in this new world, unknowns are dangerous. I make a mental note to keep an ear out for more information about him. In these times, knowledge is as vital as any weapon we carry.

As Joon-ho and I continue our trek through the snow-blanketed streets, the silence between us is heavy with unspoken thoughts. The encounter with the scavenger group lingers in my mind, a stark reminder of the brutal reality we are living in. It is then that I break the silence.

"Jae-sun," I muse aloud, my breath forming misty clouds in the cold air. "He sounds like trouble, doesn't he?"

Joon-ho nods, his eyes scanning our surroundings. "Yeah, sounds like one of those leaders who thrive in chaos. Uses fear to maintain control."

I glance at him, weighing my words. "In this world, people like him are more dangerous than the infected. They bring a different kind of destruction. Order based on fear isn't sustainable."

Joon-ho's expression is one of agreement. "So, what do you think we should do?"

"We should keep an eye out for information about him and his group. Understand their movements, their strengths, their weaknesses," I reply, my mind already formulating a plan. "Knowledge is power, especially now."

"And if it comes down to it?" Joon-ho asks, his tone indicating he already knows the answer.

I look at him squarely. "If it comes down to it, we may need to remove Jae-sun from the equation. Leaders like him can destabilize the fragile balance we're all trying to maintain. If he becomes too big of a threat, we might not have a choice."

Joon-ho's gaze is steady. "That's a dangerous path," he cautions.

"It is," I concede. "But in an apocalypse, harsh decisions often need to be made for the greater good. We've seen what happens when leaders like Jae-sun gain too much power. It never ends well."

We walk in silence for a moment, the crunch of our boots on the snow the only sound. I know that the path we might have to take won't be easy or without risks. But the world we live in now is unforgiving, and sometimes, survival requires taking decisive, even harsh, actions.

"Let's just hope it doesn't come to that," Joon-ho finally says, his breath visible in the cold air.

"I hope so too," I reply, though a part of me knows that in a world as broken as ours, hope is a luxury we might not always afford.

As we navigate through the labyrinth of desolate streets, a strange, scraping sound pierces the eerie silence. Instinctively, I motion to Joon-ho to take cover. We press ourselves against the cold, rough wall of a nearby building, our eyes scanning the source of the noise.

From our concealed vantage point, we see a bulky figure emerge from the shadow of an alley. The man is dragging something heavy behind him, tied with a rope. As he moves closer, the grim reality becomes clear – it is a dead body, its limbs limp and lifeless.

Joon-ho's eyes widen in horror and confusion. "What is he doing?" he whispers, his voice barely audible.

I keep my eyes fixed on the scene, a sense of déjà vu washing over me. "He's feeding them," I say quietly, an undertone of sadness in my voice. "Feeding an infected family member or a loved one. I've seen it before."

The notion seems to hang heavily in the air between us. In this cruel world, the virus has not just robbed people of their lives; it has twisted the bonds of love into something macabre. The infected, driven by an insatiable hunger, often become threats to their own families, yet some couldn't let go. They would bring bodies to feed their infected loved ones, trapped in a heartbreaking cycle of grief and denial.

Joon-ho looks at me, his face a mix of disbelief and sorrow. "How can they...?"

"It's hard to let go," I reply, my voice low. "For some, this is their way of coping, of keeping a part of their loved ones alive. Even if it's just the shell of what they once were."

We watch as the man stops in front of a dilapidated house. With considerable effort, he drags the body inside, disappearing from our view. The door closes behind him, leaving the street silent once again.

The moment is a poignant reminder of the depths of human despair and the lengths to which people would go to hold onto the past. In a world ravaged by an unforgiving virus, the lines between love and madness are often blurred.