57 Chocolate

After seeing Dr. Lim, the streamer girl story she told me lingered in my mind. I didn't quite understand why she told me that story, and I didn't quite understand how it linked with my current situation, especially my experience on the night at the club. However, strangely enough, I felt they were related. These two were very different events, but the emotions evoked were similar. 

I have always been very bad at dealing with emotions, be it joy or sadness. Whenever I tried to probe into how I was feeling - if I felt anything at all -, I ended up rationalizing everything so that the feeling was no longer a feeling, but a logical fallacy to be discarded.