Tiffany's wish

Pov: Tiffany

Growing up my mom always said that self defense was the greatest power for everyone mostly ladies but it shouldn't be used for bullying or taking things that didn't belong to you by force it was bad and bad men would use it to beat up there wives in order to achieve there goals. since i was 7 year old my mom has been suffering from an abusive marriage, my dad would come home late and drunk, then my mother would ask why he came late and he would say because it was his home and he could do whatever he wishes to do then he'll ignore her like she was not even there then she held his hand then turned him to look at her,

mom: no this our home and you coming back late and drunk is bad what are you teaching our little girl.

Dad: no she is not my child if she was then it would have been a boy .

he was shouting like a mad person, I was in my room I always felt bad and scared whenever he does this to mom would tell me to go to my room and lock the door no matter what happens and since I was the only child i had a room all to myself and I always feel lonely because mom had her own room were she cried Alone every time I would ask the matter like i didn't already know and she would say nothing then change topic she had her own problems and she never has the time this days too play with me anymore cause dad would always curse her and call her a doll no wonder you gave birth to a girl he spat my dad hated me because I wasn't a boy and mom loved me and always told me that I was special and that as long as she lives no harm shall come to me and no matter how life was she never wanted me to stay home she was on different jobs to make sure that I went to school and had a better life and future and that I should never stop smiling and that if you give life a chance and a smile that the universe would shine brightly at you and that I should never be afraid too cry or express my self the way I want and let no one control me . I got up from the bed opened the door quietly as to not make noise then tiptoed to the living room where they were I went to my safe place were I always stayed to watch my wicked father display without being noticed, I wish I had a brother so this would stop if he hate's me he should have stolen me that night at the hospital then lock me up in a shed then set me on fire or given my mother abortion peels to kill me before I even came to this world I love my mom so much more than she thinks and wish that my dad would just live her or that I could reverse time then change the past from her marrying that wicked demon I call father. i hate him so so much that I always wish he was could go through what he was doing to my mom or even more and that his empty soul of hatred would be filled with love and care for my mother.