CHAPTER 5: WHY IS IT MY FAULT?

I came back from work and it was already too late. I lie in my bed and thought that this job was paying good so maybe I will be able to help orphanage. I was too tired so I just fall asleep. Next day, I was at university and I was sitting in the bench outside. Then Minnie came to me and ask 'What I was doing?' She know sign language so it was easier for me to talk with her. I was just doing some notes and she stay there with me. My phone alarm rang cause I have to go to job as well so I pack my things and was about to run but again I bump into someone. He was same guy from before and these time l feel it wasn't my fault. He smirk looking at me and say 'You can't say sorry right?' His friends laugh at that thing and I was getting late so I try to walk away from there but he block my way and say 'Aren't you going to sorry miss?' I bow him in sorry and try to walk away but he say 'Why are you in such a hurry?' Minnie say 'Let her go, Alex.' He say 'She hasn't say sorry so I should heard sorry from her.' Minnie stand in front of me and say 'You are the one who bump so you say sorry.' I told Minnie I have to ho but those boys won't let me. I pick ap pen and write sorry and give it to him but he grabbed my hand and say 'Why are you in hurry?' I say I have to go but he won't let me. It's getting late so I push him and run away from there and came to pizza house. I was about an hour late and the owner said I should quit. I try to convince him but he say he can't work with someone who can't speak. And he say it was my fault to be like this. I was holding my hand and sit in the bench at park. I feel like it was worst day and now job is also gone so how should I help kids. While thinking it, I feel even worse. I thought why this world is cruel to people who don't have anything. I start crying thinking all these things. It has been always like these people just don't want burden of someone who can't speak at work. And was it really my fault to be not able to speak and I look at the sky and try to remember my parents but I don't have their photo or I remember how they look so I can just look at those star and thought they were my parents and talk to them. I look at star and thought why everything around me always go bad. I was crying sitting alone in that park. It was near my room and them I saw someone coming but my eyes was teary so I couldn't saw properly. I wipe my tears and look at him and it was boss of that mansion. He came and sit beside me. He ask 'Why are you staying here all alone?' I think should I tell him or not. But this was the first time someone really came to me why I was sitting here alone and someone who seem like worried for me. I take out my phone and write everything that happens today and show it to him and he read it. He say 'You really had a bad day.' he continue 'If you want job then I can give you one.' I ask how and he say 'One of my maid left the work so if you want then you can work at my place and salary is also good.' I nod my head and say yes to work and he say I can start from tomorrow. I feel relieved after talking with him and he say 'It's too late so go to your room now.' I nod my head and say thank you to him and went to my room. Next day, after university I went to his mansion and a middle aged woman came to me and say 'I am Julie and everyone calm me aunty so you can call me that too.' She gave me a dress and say it was their dress so I have to wear it while working here. She show me the changing room and I change my clothes to that dress. It was a purple and white dress. I came out of the room and Aunty give me and tray and say to clean Bin's room. I went to his room and start cleaning it. And I finish cleaning it and came out of the room and walking back to kitchen. I thought what they do for living that they are so rich maybe some business but why they have so many bodyguards. I came back to kitchen and help in kitchen. My shift finish at 6pm so I change my clothes and came out of that mansion.