CHAPTER 48: I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT?

I was thinking what Thron said and I heard Alice calling me. I look at him and ask mummy, what are you thinking? I say i was thinking how my son has grown up. He smile looking at me and say I should grow up fast so my mummy would be less worried about me. I touch his hair and say my son can like this too. He say mummy, you know what I think I can help you in work now. I get surprised with what he said and I hold him in my lap and say you are but I can do it myself till now. He kiss my cheek and say mummy, i have to go now. I say where are you going. He was running and say Gia aunty called me I forget about it. He went to Gia sister shop. I was coming back from work and Alice was holding the chocolate box Gia sister had given him. He was really happy about chocolate and I say I will hold it but he doesn't let me. Then I saw Thron coming out of his house and Alice call him. Thron went to him and Alice show him chocolate box and say uncle look, Gia auntie gave me this box. Thron smile and say enjoy it then. I say Alice let's go home. Alice say see you. And we went inside our house. Thron used to eat with us but today he didn't come. I was taking garbage out and I saw Thron coming back home. He also saw me and he say I couldn't come to eat. I say OK and ask if he eat the dinner. He didn't say anything and I say I had made dinner for you too so if you haven't eat then come and eat. We both come inside and I gave him food and he was eating. It look like he was really hungry and he finish eating and I was putting plates away and I ask where did you have gone. He say I just went out for a walk. He ask is Alice asleep? I say he slept already. He say I was distrub about what happened this morning. I say I don't want to talk about it. He say what I have said morning wasn't out of frustration or anything but was true. I say whatever it was it doesn't matter and I don't want you to be around me. He say but I will make you want to be with me. I say you might have forget what you say while you were breaking up with me, you said you were bored of me and now I am bored of you so please go away from me and my son. He was looking at me and I continued we don't need you and we are really happy without you and for what happened yesterday night, it was just a mistake. He say whatever you say i know you still have feelings for me. I say whether I have or not, I was happy without you till now so I am going to be happy in future too. He say but I can't leave now. I say if you can't then I must go away. He say I am sorry about what happened but please don't give a such a big punishment. I say it's been five year and you can't even imagine how I made it to here. He say I can't know but I won't let it happen again. I say then just leave us. Then I see Alice opening his door and he say mummy, what happened I went to him and say why did you wake up. I hold him in my arms and I say Thron go back to your house. I take Alice inside and Thron also went to his house.