CHAPTER 106

I've been coming here alone for the past one week and Collins is beginning to grow suspicious of me.

I am sure if he finds out that I have been visiting the place of his sister's death, we are going to have problems. 

"I wonder if you're doing alright, I just wanted to say I am sorry." I said to the emptiness and exhaled.

There was no single being around, I was just the only one, standing at the edge of a cliff. 

If someone sees me right now, he or she might conclude I want to commit suicide.

But I just wanted to feel the same way Jolene felt when she jumped from the cliff. It must have been the hardest decision of her life.

If she truly jumped, there was no way she was going to survive it. 

Maybe the moon goddess had her own plans but I am grateful to the moon goddess for sparing the life of Jolene.

Even though I wasn't sure if she was truly alive, I just had this feeling that she really is and being able to sniff her scent gives me hope. 

I thought getting married to Cynthia would fill the emptiness in my life, make me forget about Jolene , make me stop feeling guilty and help me move on but I was wrong. 

I only felt worse and regretted while I got married to Cynthia, it would have been perfect if we remained best friends. 

Since she wasn't my mate, I don't feel any attraction towards her, I don't see her as my other half or the Luna of my pack.

I just feel she is not the right person. The only thing that attracts me to Cynthia is her boldness, authoritative lifestyle, she has a strong attribute and possesses most qualities of a Luna.