Chapter 2 My negative medicine

I notice that everytime I do some romantic chances Jinaya will become positive.

At the school

When she came along I kissed her Immediately, Jinaya reacts like how she reacted last night. Then we talked about the crime and she said, "I didn't meant to do that" she said, I asked her to tell her full story. "I was grown up, that is exposed to the dark, always under control of my parent's hands, I didn't experienced yet to go out with friends, to shop, yes I didn't (with tears). We have a lot of family problems, my grandma decided to get divorce with grandfather. Let me tell you why, he was a drug addict, there are times that I need to be under his hands, ( while writing on his notebook hardly), as the days passed by, I felt like something is wrong, like he was going to do something to me, that can destroy my reputation and dignity as a girl, I need to be more aware, I always kept my self 5 meters far from his position,(Wiping her tears), he is the reason why I am like this I always see that his leisure is to abuse some one, thats why my brain is conquered by brutality and negativity..." And it seems she is happy to share his story but deep inside it hurts, I used my greatest empathy that time, even me have tears in my eyes.

I kissed her again, "thank you, but if you think that is a medicine, no, it's irritating" she said, and it made me realize that's what I've done is wrong, so I use to stop it, I cried,coz I felt that I abused her, but she said "it is not abusive, just stop that, we both have Same feeling I didn't not agree d yet, but I'm not saying that you are nothing to me, actually you have a biggest chance to me, your mine, maybe I am brittle some time, but you're the only one for me, I am not seriously taking other boys, only you is my serious manner to love."